Mental Health

I can't recover from any problem easily even it is family matter or any other.my reason of depression am jobless and after 3year of married life no baby.At many time my anger reached at peak level than I cant see who one in front of me ,what I talk etc .Mostly I beat myself badly and try to physically hurt myself.

I am not able to concentrate on my work.In any conversation i am not able to understand what other person is talking about.I am not getting the things in first attempt.It take ample amount of time in understanding things.Anxiety,worry,fearing of losing job,forgetting things are the common thoughts going in my mind.Even i am not getting proper sleep in nights.I also have hypertension.

- talking to self - don't like meeting new people - likes to stay in bed all the time - easily irritated - aggressive

I feel like crying all the time. Don't feel like eating at all. Sleep very little too. Reason might be my relationship failures. But the pain is unbearable. I have had a breakup in December but in order to move on from my last relationship, I started looking to settle down. In the process I came across another guys who seemed to be fairly way too good and caring for me. But recently,it turned out he has been lying a lot to Every now and then. Questioning aggravates his anger and he gets so abusive. I confronted him and asked him to leave. He isn't talking to me now. And I am highly depressed. Not able to stop my tears. This has happened to me before. In my first relationship too. For almost 4 months continuously I used to cry myself to sleep every night . I was 17 then and ashamed to share my feelings with anyone . I suffered a lot. I was so scared of getting into relationship with anyone after that ,I almost wasted 4 years to trust another guy. But then again that ended bad too.

When I was a exam room I have too panic and fears about exam passing and etc some time before I have failed in every exam so I was too tired given this exam I thought that I failed this exam

I can't balance the works. Am getting angry and irritated if someone is disturbing me during work and getting annoyed if someone copies my work. Can't avoid them.

I was into a relationship for 3years. Suddenly he ditched me for another girl. He is now not even ready to talk. Even he wasn't loyal for a single day. Despite of knowing everything I'm not able to move on. Ive nobody here in Bangalore except him. I'm going into a state of depression . He used me for 3years. I don't remember the last time I laughed. I will go mad.

Im in mess where i have to tension of not getting job and big issue in my love life sumtym im nt getn wat to do gettin feel to lev diz plce n mov sumwhr wer no1 knw me feeling lyk to kill myslf head strt paing of mine badly m nt happy i myslf dnt knw wat i do n wat i say to whom i strt cryn sudnly n tryn to hurt myslf physcly...

I am in love marriage but since I m married I m seeing him drinking daily . That frustrates me and his behaviour changed, I talked about this with him but he says its his tiredness that gets his frustration and anger. Sometimes he abuses me n say its about the situation. His behaviour s very emotional n childish

I have very low self esteem. All the time i feel insecure. I find all the other people as better than me and I feel like i dont know anything. I have no goals. My only priority is being true and Happy with myself. I feel like an alien in my Surroundings. I feel abondend,neglected by others.Though I have friends for my life and there's nothing I could wish for more in my life,I get disappointed for what ever reasons.How much ever I try being optimistic, I end up being scared and only focus on things I don't have and I don't get.I so truly believe in love but I can't find my love.I'm tired waiting!! I completely agree that I have a wonderful family and friends. I never compare myself to others though. See.. All through this I can't figure out my problem even.