Psychological Counselling

I am a Banker and had been hyper active for last 26 years. I am under treatment for BP and consuming Nebestar 5 for last 10 years. So far no dose has been increased till now. But from last 2 years, I was advised to take Depran 5.  I tried to leave the tablet but felt uneasy after that. Since last 6 months I am forgetting things and get confused and also forget the things often. Usually I do my best in current situation but on next day I am not able to recollect the things and explain same. Kindly guide.

I am emotionally dependent on others. I don't feel happy with myself. I am overthinking mostly and don't do things which are important to me. I feel no motivation to do anything because of all the past failures I had in life. What should I do?

My mother is suffering from forgetfulness and mental health issues. She can only speak bengali. I need a Bengali speaking doctor . Also wanted to know if home visit is possible.

I have a phobia of eating and sleeping .both things I am unable to do there is constant thought of something happening to me.

I don't feel like eating anything .my weight is reducing . thoughts keep coming to me.i want help how should I start eating

I am unable to sleep.because thoughts keep coming to me someone will kidnap in my sleep and I will not be able to come home

I have attached my fear of cancer in the image. Please guide me doctors, what should I do. I want to cry so badly.

I can't make friends and even if I do I can't keep them. After some time they tend to ignore me, despite me trying being nice to them. Our interests don't match but still I try to engage with them. But they avoid me. In fact my friends replace me with people i introduce them with them I'm a student and this situation is hampering my mental we'll being I don't know how to cope. Im getting anxious day by day and am loosing will for anything.

Whenever I hear or read some news about the death of someone with some cause like tumour or attack I get worried automatically and feel the same symptoms in my body and then I get scared more what should I do for this..

My mother is a very bad narcissist. She always abuses me. Always shows she's superior and always keeps me hyperalert. I cannot spend even one minute in joy. The moment she sees me in joy she starts torturing me emotionally. Always shouts, is unavailable, belittles me and has never shown any love. She wants to change me. How can I change the behaviour of a narc person?