Mental Health

I'm suffering from depression from 5 years and have taken nexito, fluoxetine, venlafexine, clonazepam etc. All these meds didn't help me much. I took therapy which made me worse coz I was able to manage myself better than someone else's advise. I took supragya which made me 80% better but it is not helping from last 6 months. Again I'm on nexito, venlafaxine and taking therapy but not able to recover completely. Can someone tell me that is it lossible to get your identity back even after this much time coz I have lost hope and just hoping that with time I will be ok but nothing happens. I will be able to live my life much better if someone will tell me that everyone can't recover completely even after taking meds and counselling coz I can then manage myself better. Plz help me in detail

I'm suffering from depression from quite some time and taking meds+therapy but I feel like therapist is doing nothing than making money as I haven't felt a bit better even after 10 sessions. She is rated 90+% in practo. Why do I need Therapy if I can control my emotions myself better than anyone as everyone understands the emotions and life issues better themselves. Why therapy is needed with meds?? It's use is to change the negative thought pattern basically but that is just coz I'm having an illness otherwise I used to advise others on what to do and that is what they are doing now. I know if they will have this illness they will feel like me. What is tge significance of thia then??

I m loosing interest in everything. I don't find my job interesting and I don't like to study anything. I m worried only to find who am I. I always ponder, specially after I go to bed, what happens after we die. Why we have taken birth. I m loosing enthusiasm in almost everything. Is this a sign of depression.

I m very sleepy so that is cause more problem in my life so anti sleep medicine available?

I was diagnosed with double depression last year. And took anti depressants irregularly. I stopped taking them because when my parents found out about my depression and meds, they told me not to take it. Now with my work, i have been anxious and make mistakes even the smallest one. I tend to cry at our restrooms, experienced fast heartbeat and one time i experienced like i am having a heart attack due to shortness of breathing and fast heartbeat in a public place. I feel so small and worthless

I often lost focus in study,I am not able to remember small things and not able to concentrate more than 30-40 mints. Help me

I have always been the sensitive sort and most of the time when i am sad about something, i still go to work and maintain my smile and be noisy like i usually do, but i am still bothered about my feelings. I never really talked about my problem or feelings to anybody as i feel like no one actually listens or even care. I thought a lot about how i wish people would care. At night, i cry under the pillows once/week. I am concerned if i suffer from depression or am i just sensitive and think alot?

It’s like I’m afraid to be happy and once I’m happy I miss the feeling of being sad. I like the feeling of being hopeless or confused but at the same time it’s driving me insane. But I find comfort in the feeling of going insane. I like cuddling up into a ball and crying I like feeling hopeless. I like learning about WWII torture methods and I have a fascination with it. I love to learn about these mass murders. When someone dies I want to grieve more then I actually grieve. I want to feel like

Mind under pressure...As it seems my mind is not connected with body...No sleep...Unable to do anything

I have episode of palpitation in mid November due to indigestion...but after dat Episode I was feeling nervous always and ma bp tend to be on high side... doctor started bp medication but not much relief... after I started homeopathic medication in February...till now is on same medication...but now I'm feeling left side headache (like Tight band around head)with same side weakness or heaviness of body.right side alright.. but when I think something about future left side headache  enhance With weakness ..what should I do now pls suggest...