Psychological Counselling

Hello doctor, I don't know what is going wrong with me I had attempted suicide 2 times in last 3 months I lost all motivation to do something I lost courage Even I am not able to do even basic things like walking, riding car (which I use to enjoy alot before) all time i am crying  alone and now even tears had also stopped.  negative thoughts and fear had stucked in my mind whenever I used to get out of all thing after 15-16 days again all things comes in mind with more powerful force...

From a long time I have a fear of sleeping alone in house as well as room. I need someone to share my room. Previously my brother use to be there, but now he has move out and in have left alone. When I go to sleep I  feel scared and get horror dreams. What can I do to take my fear out.

My mind is always thinking wired things like who I'm why I'm living iam feeling worst and strange to myself kindly help me to overcome this it's hurting always thinking about my ownself

--nsfw-- I was a very good student till 12th standard. But I was extremely weak in terms of health. After 12th I was extremely nervous entering college with such health. So, i dropped a year to manage health and prepare for entrance exam simultaneously. It didn't happen. I fell in love with a girl but failed to start a relationship with her. I suffered from serious mental illnesses. I somehow finished college. But Now, i have no goals, no friends. I feel like a failure and cursed person. My main concern is being judged by society. To be more specific i am worried because i said untrue awkward things idk why.. on text while talking to my peer during illness(pls read attachment). I hope you can understand my situation and give suitable advice.

I am from nuclear family,and after marriage also I am in nuclear family but my husband is totally mammas boy and never gives importance to me. He doubts me if I go to office,I should not use any social media including whatsapp,insta,Facebook, I should not go to my relatives home except my parent that too yearly thrice or twice, I should not financially help my parents( me and my younger sister are the children of my parents) He always tongs me But my MIL does everything above mentioned and she taunts me if I fight with him for the above things and she is always her son's side, as a women she has to advice his son but she never do that, In our home everyone is careless about me I am so depressed. Since I am from family who gives value for the society I can't leave my husband too and not able to adjust to this environment too. My parents were giving lot of importance to me but now no 1cares my opinion and I am like option for them. I am so disturbed and depressed. Please help me

My baby is 4 yrs old... Calling mommy daddy sister' but not recognising properly if he goes outside then not coming with us like other kids... He is not recognising properly...he wants something than not speaking I need this or that... Human interaction and communication is not doing... Baby talking 1 ,to 100 , ab..z,. Gayatri manta ganesa manta maha mrityunjay everything,. Rhymes, stories reading books by his own but not communicating with people...please advise...

I am married for 10yrs. left job for family 5 years back. Now I am feeling that husband is moving ahead in life- be professional or personal.goes to office parties, enjoys., giving less time to me n kid.at home also, busy on phone, laptop. So, I am feeling jealous and fights every time he goes to party now,as i am left alone although I don't want to fight but i can't control at that time. I am expecting again and this is making me double stuck at home. I have to follow every covid protocol but he goes everywhere which automatically keeps me in risk anyways. I ask him to be little sensitive towards me at this stage but he is not ready to give up his professional commitments.We have no social circle together but at individual levels, we hv own friends. Pls advise what to do.

Complains: BORE BORE,few times,to fahther(sole associate) . Anything father offers, buying her liking toys/sweets etc going for along drive, doesn't  help. In social media puts messages that she is depressed etc.Asks father for something when he agrees, immediately asks a bigger one.,as if she wants negetive reply so that she can weep.She wants to weep. This happens at11 pm .She goes on saying/doing activies that  draws father's love. 1.Biting her own hand Loves dogs cats alot daily feeds Past impact: Looked mother becoming schezophrenic patent.She was the only person with her mom,seen mother's  abnormal activities, received mom's slappings etc that she wants to die etcSeen mom  forcibly joined in a rehab center,her recovery also .,Now this girl stays with mom  ( spends mostly sleeip) .and father.One year back she simultaneously vomitted and released stools.,but not un conscious.Local doctor advised to use ENCORATE..6ml daily.She is very sharp,fast learner.

I think I am suffering from obessive compulsive disorder and feeling negative thoughts always I am not able to concentrate

People expect either Beauty,intelligence or boldness from a person. Beauty & intelligence are inherited. Also parenting plays a big role in all three. My dad was not strict with me in education. Plus they are not that much educated. I am finding it difficult to cope up. Society is not accepting me becoz I am not exceptional in any one not highly qualified but have done masters not a beauty queen but average look and not too bold becoz of my brought up. I had to look after my mom who was sick they took help from me & putting the blame or pressure on me now. So I cldnt score much I mean 100%. I scored 75%. This shld come from childhood but now adding pressure on me is it going to help they are not understanding out of guilt or they wanted to escape from the society so they are doing like this how to handle this. I tried max but I am able to succeed only what I can do.