Psychological Counselling

I fell depressed and tired every day and anxiety attacks felling nausea After my father death in covid what i do

During my childhood days I have problem while reading and writing and understanding my textbook things. My parents were unaware about why am I facing such problems. After the lockdown I am again facing the same issues while studying. I am unable to do my study properly. I feel sensation in the left side of the brain and in the middle whenever I do activities which requires logic and reasoning.I have visited some pyschologist and neurologist but they are unable to give me a reason for it. What can be the possible reason ? Help me to get out of it

I hate my ex and I am over him completely.. still sometimes (once or twice a year) . (It has been 3 4 years since we broke up ) I have flashbacks of him for just few seconds only though. Is it my fault somewhere or what I don't understand

Hi..so there are 2 friends around 40 yr old women.so both are good friends .friend A has used and back biting about friend B.friend b is not able to take this and she is talking to on and off  to friend A .friend b is not able to forget and forgive her friend.one of the reason for this friend b  husband also don't like friend a and its husband..now both friends are close.friend a keep calling to friend b but friend a does not admit she has dine anything wrong.what needs to be done by friend b ..does she forgive friend a and start with her all over again or she breaks up with her as middle way doesn't work for her.

My father is depression patient from past 20 years he is refuse to take medicines he is always doubt on others he is in own imaginery world & talking himself. past 2 year my father got allergic breathing issues and He is very weak now & Can't stand fan air even in this heat. how to give i medicine to my father?

In year 2020 December I infected my mom with covid19 because I was careless and went out with friends without mask.. She got severe covid pneumonia nd was admitted.. With God's grace she recovered and came home but got post covid fibrosis in her lungs.. I dedicated my life to serving her and things were good.. Now this month in year 2022 she had a ct scan and it showed a tumor.. Biopsy said it was small cell carcinoma.. She was a former smoker in her teens.. I asked the doctor if this happened due to the fibrosis, he denied but wrote scar carcinoma in the book which clearly means cancer from scar tissue.. My one mistake has destroyed my mom's life.. It is killing me from inside that I'm the reason for her misery.. I was already guilty for her fibrosis and now this cancer.. I want to die as I have no financial aid to seek therapy even.. It is paining like it has never before.. I'm suffocating from inside in guilt.. I m cause of my mother's suffering.. pls help me 🙏

Due to some personal issues my anxiety has increased a lot, i can't control my emotions now, i have a feeling of my heart sinking even while sitting in a normal condition. I had all these issues but they were not professionally diagnosed and usually go away if get my mind somewhere else like watching some web series which just takes all of my attention and after a while i feel normal but now nothing is working, i can't focus on anything, I'm restless, i can't sleep, it takes me more than an hour to fall asleep and I'm up after half hour, I'm not even sure whom should i consult a psychologist or a psychiatrist. I feel like I won't be able to speak about my problem as even thinking about it  suffocates me and if i tried speaking i will most probably just cry and won't be able to utter a word. Is it possible if i can have some medication first so that i get to a normal level and can have counselling after that?

Mind s occupied with full of questions and very nervous during overthinking could not able to do anything kindly help me to resolve this

1. online counseling good for health anxiety? Is it curable? 2. Is there any connection between Gastric issues and anxiety?

From the past few months my behaviour has changed alot, i don't like to to talk with my relatives like aunt, uncle or siblings. I used to talk with them, used to help them and all. But suddenly i feel i do not want to talk to relatives. I do not have the reason, why it is happening. I feel it is worsening the relationship with them, but i feel like what i am doing is correct and sometime i feel i am doing mistake. But i do not know the exact reason for the same. My behaviour, my way of thinking and more days are passing my talkings are becoming less except with my parents. My voice does not reach to the receiver clearly as my voice is low due or i feel i have confidence issue. Career problems, financial problem, family health issue all are loaded over my head and felt helpless and hopeless. I do not have the vision what to do for the career or any thing for ny life. Really confused in life. I also get really get irriated and not able to handle pressure either in work or in life.