Mental Health

I do not know what is this. Sometimes I want to end everything, like I think a whole day that I should quit but the next day I think I should go out & try to find myself. I feel lost, I feel lonely, I do not know what to do in life. I think I've not found the meaning of my life yet, I mean why am I living for and what to do with my life. Maybe, I overthink things. Sometimes I want to suicide but next moment I stop and think that I should not give up, everything is gonna be fine. I do not have any friends and I am not good at making any. I cannot sleep at nights, I stay awake every night doing nothing and sleep in the morning. My routine is like - wake up at 12 pm eat then feed my pets after it do nothing then eat at night and after it stay awake till morning. It wasn't like this before, now it has become like this. I want to exercise and meditate daily but I feel lazy at the moment. I do not have money to go to a psychiatrist for the treatment. Maybe I need to quit... I don't know...

From many years the things I don't want it to happen it keeps on repeating in my mind and i can't forget it easily and sometimes I'm scared I don't know what is happening

I started nexito 10 on doctor's advice 4 months back and feel much better. However my doctor has advised to start tapering off wirh nexito 5mg. Is it too early to taper off? What if the depression returns? I'm 18.

I ve talking petrilbeta 20 from 11 days I feel throat stiffness and pain in throat and always feeling sleepy and chest pains feeling panic is this common or having any other problems

I constantly feel waves of emotions. Sometime good and sometime high. i am generally sad and lack motivation . I feel bad about myself and there is consistent lack of confidence.

My father also was stomach Cancer And expired 2year ago my memory power is very weak and I fell my life is a dark night So sad Thanks I'm nonsmokers not use any type of addiction burning feet problem is starting 5year ago I'm chaking sugar test it shown Normal bp normal everyday I'm feeling very tried and pain whole body . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Thinking and over analyzing, makes it difficult to concentrate and think clearly. Brain gets numb. Worry a lot for long durations and many times cannot even spot the exact reason for worry. Headache and muscle tension. Get irritated and angry.

I've been having anxiety issues and hitting depression all most every day . I have been in a rough relationship with my girlfriend who has had rough past . And when she told me about it all it had been hard to cope up with it , lately I've been distancing myself from her and other people too and I start to stress about the smallest things in life and i get irritated and feel like being left alone .

I feel very nervous in the morning after getting up. I tried serta 25 in morning but I got nausea in evening. What shall I do?

I am suffering from sever depression ,lost interest and concentration issues , suicidal thoughts, unwillingness to do anything but still exhausted all the time , lack of sleeping issues, eating disorder and sometimes lost of appetite all this is effectively me mentally and physically as my sugar readings are way above the range like 200-300 and I'm becoming reluctant to take my insulin intake .I need help