Mental Health

I am being medicated at govt hospital but I require someone who can guide me through councelling and help me

Problem in breathing drougine feeling lonely..like every thing happened to me is wrong

Feeling depressed and lost ....worrying ...overthinking...dun wana talk to anyone... Irritated

I had a lover and he left me for no reason he never did explain to me about the real reason .It is 6 Months by now he still doesn't talks to me.he told to my mom that if she needed she can talk to me.. i will talk to her.hestill looksat me..But doesn't comes to me and talk.will he come back

I have these Bad past experiences with my friends and people close to me. And whenevr I start something new with some person, I am reminded all that I went through. Can't get over those problems and phase that I faced. Even tried hurting myself at times. Get kind of anxiety attacks. Can't tell my parents regarding this, because for them I am the happiest one and tension free. But little do they know, I'm crying majority of time, recalling my bad past and ruined present. I disturb my sleep many times because of issues that should not even matter to me. I feel sick at times. I'm good when I'm surrounded by people and I'm faking that I'm happy. But as soon as I am alone, darkness takes me in,again. I feel the need of a psychiatric treatment. I just need my peace of mind. Because I am living in extremes. Either I'm so happy that I'm jumping and flying around or I'm so sad that I do not want to eat or step out of my room or talk to anyone and only stay gloomy and quiet and keep crying.

I like being alone ,i can never get my mind to study ,even if i get the motivation it max lasts for 2 days then i am back to not wanna do anything i watch movies like they are in my pc so i have to watch them i play online games becoz i cant think of doing something else i failed in two off my exams in 1st sem coz i didnt studied now i cant make my mind to study for next one

I have headache I think so much about my life I always worry for my family I am unable to do any work I can't concentrate on my study

I am not able to deal with my problems , I am under a lot of stress all the time

I took the Hamilton test and I got a score of 18. What does that mean? A little brief would be helpful.

Evrything has been going wrong and no matter how much i try to solve things they just get out of hand and it feels like no one cares anymore and the kind of person iam i dont share my problems mainly because when ever i tried to it has always backfired soo i kind of learnt how to not show my feeling on my face and just smile even when i wants to cry and because of this people dont take me seriously and when that happens i just shrug it for the moment