Psychological Counselling

I had tried committed Suicide on14th January by overdosing on my tablets given by my previous psychiatrist. The tablet is Oxetol XR 450. But nothing major happened. I just vomited for some days and felt drowsy. A week ago I kicked a puppy and enjoyed it. Now I am planning to kill it. Infact I tried to kill it yesterday but there were many people so I couldn't do much but threw him.

So one of my vgood friend had a tiff with me.after that she trying to talk normally to me without realising her mistake.i am just option for her .she has proved many times not a priority. Whereas there are two other friends who are priority. I don't feel like talking to her since the time I know I am just an option it hampers self respect.despite of trying from my side I am not  able to accept it..so I try to avoid having conversation ..

Suffring from OCD. Repetition of doing one thing again and again with some unknown pattern. Also doing some unusual things which are useless  for others like closing door again and again , touching  floor and touching screen of mobile on repetition etc. Fear of some un happening if not done things on repetition. Please give some tips and suggestion to overcome this.

Fear of doing adventurous activity while some people do it so casually Can the fear be overcome by any means or its the individual's inborn nature Kindly let me know

Feeling hopeless and always thinking too much and went to that zone could nt able to come back to normal state kindly help me here

I'm not able. How to identify my field of work ? I'm not satisfied with my current job.  And not doing good in my job.  And also I'm so much Introvert.

So I don't understand what my problem is I stress too much and I get confused just about everything and i feel really uncomfortable around anyone other than me I can't understand people and i can't read them and i behave like weirdo around people Even my parents and i feel like there is no one who understands me who just can hear me out i act like a 13 years old I don't know why I get scared easily and i cry and i cry too much I try reaching out to someone the throw me out or don't listen to me and i feel self conscious all the time and i have zero confidence and i hate myself way too much I even beat myself when I get angry for stupid stuff all the time and i don't know how to talk to anyone and i can't even talk to a psychologist properly also i feel tired even after sleeping 9 hours a day

I got addicted with one girl totally please help me if the conversation is not good with her i felt so depressed and worthless please help me to get rid of this ..how can i overcome from this issues i followed dating coaches tips and tricks which worked me so well .. how can i reduce obsessed over a girl ..

Hi mam/sir I really need counciling for anxiety couldn't able to sleep anyone there online now please let me know

I always feel low. I feel that no one understands me. I had lost my father in 2019 and even before that we had a lot of financial problems due to which I can't pursue my dream nor I could afford tution teachers even in class 12. My classmates who were not even as good in studies as me,have got good packages due to which I even feel more depressed. I accuse my father more for this because their father could afford them to send in private engineering college and I had to go to a government college. And as a fresher they earn more than 40K and I being a private school teacher hardly earns around 15K. Even my bf gets irritated when I continuously say these things all the time. In the meantime I have developed a fear that what if my mother would leave us the way my father did. And I'm suffering from pcos also. I feel depressed for silly issues, I feel as if I'm worthless, I unnecessarily shout on people. And I feel like killing myself.