Psychological Counselling

Hi, i am feeling very depressed since last 2 weeks, feel like doing nothing, I have chronic anxiety since last 9 years but not on any medication

From past 3 years I have been suffering from high level of mood swings, which result to sometimes I feel good , or sometime very bad..I was also on ssri antidepressants..but they only worked for that period of time ..after course completion my situation come back again..I'm feeling all the time low and my confidence level is also getting lower day by day ..I also don't have any stressful life situations but I don't know why im not feeling Good... Now my situation is getting worse ..my weight is also getting loss..and all of the time I'm suffering from severe head pain..extreme anxiety which leads to loss of concentration and focus in my work... I don't know what is it... please help me to overcome from this...

Is there any way to control emotions with logical thinking? I'm an overly emotional person who doesn't know how to be practical. And it disturbs my mind alot.

When something happened outside as well as any personal i am feeling overthinking even i am not feeling well sleep also early get in the morning some i can not sleep whole night

I feel like my heartbeat is racing fast and sometimes my chest feel heavy with fast heartbeat . Is this anxiety?

I have been taking paroxetine 6 mg from past 3 years because of Anxiety issues. I have one doubt that i want to know, Does paroxetine change brain physiologically or any serious complications.

I am feeling i forgoted my past experiences all is new for me I am feeling happy but I have emotional numness I angry on mom dad disturbed from om all life sequence from 6 months I have big problems around me but I am avoiding avoiding not focusing on career all thing in past I have succidal thought and all depression symptoms from my problem but I avoided problem and using mobile all day but when I am remembering problem facing problems my head become heavy My depression is treated by me by avoiding problem it is high level off depression feeling my personality is completely changed but I want my past persnality it is motivated iwant my emotions back best but I can't chage my personality like past

I have a question it would seem funny too.. will excessive reading cause mental issues.. one of my neighbour with disorder their family telling overtrading for exam caused such problem.. is it true ?

I had to sold my gold ornaments to the shop this year for emergency payment as I've no financial support at home..So out of that I took some support of bank also..but when my parents and family members comes to know about it they started getting angry on me..beat me alot and calls me thief..I feel so inferior and sad..because my intention wasn't to snatch at all..but I needed money in emergency only..as I've no one to support me..

I have been feeling very depressed past 3 years after my marriage. Mainly of my mother in law. In summary she is the root cause of all my prblms. Additionally ,i am suffering from Pcos as well. I feel really heavy on inside. Suicidal thoughts often crossed my mind. Need some help to calm myself down. Any help. Any med. Kindly help.