Mental Health

I'm having my heart beating hard continuously in the morning time. A year back I was diagnosed with Clinical depression, I don't know whether it's clinical depression or not but the symptoms feels like that only. It's been only 1-2 days since it started.

Actually i was a addicted of alprazolam. I was taking 4mg a day. But now day by day i am decreasing my doses n now im taking 1.5mg a day and uable to decrease any less 1.5mg. But still im feeling very much lazy feeling scared mostly. Now what can i do to move out from laziness and to decrease my dose any more.?

When i drive my bike i used to forget the gear number ... If i am running my bike in third gear then i have to reassure that bcz i used to forget the gear bcz of unwanted thoughts running in my mind ... What is it ? Is it ocd or smthing else ? What do u think ,what kind of mental illness is this ?

Every day I'm not feel energetic and some bad thought coming in mind like I can be mad left side of head pain and feel heavy? Please reply

Because of over thinking of my relationship I couldn't eat properly or sleep. I lost my weight. Some pain from childhood I'm hurt. I put all these together and think. Sometimes I feel like dying. I cut my hand. I don't know what's happening with me. What to do to overcome it? Please do help.

Had a breakup 1 month ago tried each and everything to get out of this but nothing is helping me to get out of this. Getting heav headache today

I sometimes thinks whatever m doing is only due to family pressure. What i wanted to become or want to do as my hobby never ever eupported by my family. Now the situation is i even dnt like to smile talk to any one just wanted to cry a lot nd wan to go away in some hill station nd be alone there. I dont want any family. M still nt married and 28 yr

In a single day sometines i am very optimistic, happy, energetic and enjoying every moment. And many a times I am depressed, lazy and finding ways to suicide.What should I do, I certainly don't want to die??

Hello myself Krupa , From first i have seen only failure in my life . I might be happy but my own people are backstabbing me and they are treating me so badly and cheaply . I do have many dreams but i donno i am fully into depression.

I have been going through some mild hallucination...I feel like someone is talking to me and I talk back without my conscience...