Mental Health

I have Smoked Weed For The First time two days ago and i got a delusion feeling and sometimes i forget the purpose of my life What Could Be The problem and can it fixed or i wait for it to wear off

I feel depressed all the time,I shut myself at home n get lost ,the pain is from my heart and I feel terribly heavy from inside..it feels suicidal I can't handle this anymore.im trapped

From the past few montha I feel less confident, I turn away from the crowd, I usually switch from different moods, and I always get irritated easily

I am 28 years old in a relationship with my colleague from the last two years. When I approached my parents they rejected the boy without meeting him and said he doesnt belong to our standards. I asked them if we can reach a mutual ground and they initially said if he increases his salary , but now have backed out and formed an image of him and are emotionally blackmailing me to leave him. I am unable to understand such stringent and blocked behaviour. The boys parents approve of me

I have been high and low for way too long now. I am happy in front of a crowd and sad the moment they remove their eyes. I cry over nothing and can't explain this sadness. It scares me that I can't get out of the bed to even bath for days and when this happens I get really negative. I feel suicidal and worthless. I can't work or live and I am running out of excuses for my mood shifts. I don't know how I can be like this when I also happen to be the life of a party. It's been years like this.

My father aged 84 passed away last year. Since then i am suffering with depression. I feel i have misbehaved with him a lot. I used to hurt him constantly for every small reason. And i am unable to stay in peace or sleep properly from one year

I have insomnia daily I can't sleep I don't why If I go to bed then I'll close my eyes I'm not able to sleep because of insomnia I'm getting weak and headache is happens daily to me idk why pls help me out??

Its because of love failure im getting all diseases . please how to get rd out of that i must get my strength back

I think I've been suffering from sever social phobia and panic attack and other depression related problems for the past 20 + years. I panic and heartbeat rate increases whenever I talk to my company managers & management. I worry about many social issues. I have suffered a lot from my childhood and have been alone/single all my whole life. Do I need to get medical help? I'm too embarrassed/shy to say this to anyone.

I am being diagnosed as HIV positive since then my wife does not believe me and always keep arguing with me. she thinks that one day I will die and leave her behind. Even currently my health is getting deteriorate due to stress but she thinks due to the disease I have this problem. She want to get separated but I care about my kid who is just a year old now. My wife is unable to take care of my kid as required.