Mental Health

I have not had sleep for 6 days and my doctor in my native on call suggested etizola 0.5 mg for 7 days

I am feeling extremely down. Professional life. Personal life. Nothing is turning up. I feel like running away and screaming all the time.

I recently changed my job after being with earlier organization for 10 years. I was not able to adjust with change to an extent I resigned in months time. Now i am so low on confidence that i am afraid of doing any job. And hence have lot of fear about being jobless and dark future without money.

I've tried talking to people about it. But nobody's understanding. They all say that I'm too young to feel this sad and that it is all in my head. But I cant help it. I am unable to cope up with it all. I have started to hate everybody. I just wanna run away from everything and everybody or just die in peace.

My boy early happy with his newly appointed job but after one month don't want to continue. Having some features of depression/stress.

I need long and deep breaths all the time but not satisfying. Sleep doesn't come easily, feel trouble in sleep i.e. need deep and satisfying breaths. Sometime awake suddenly in panic and heart starts beating enormously after two or more try I could sleep. Feel unsafe alone at home, can not sleep alone at home. When go outside in sun or in hot weather problem starts, breathing problem, heart beating, sweating starts enormously and I panic.

I feel fear for small things n my heartbeats increases anxiety kind of.. Fear of speaking publicly. If someone doesn't listen to me I get angry easily.

I losing my self confidence I could not able to mingle with my family and friends iam crying always even for very small things...I lost hope on everything

My boyfriend abuses me, hit me, slapt me and become very aggressive over small things. These things are disturbing me and depressing me like hell. I just shiver standing in front of him. He hurt me or hurt himself by cutting his hand or swallowing poison. I cant even stop relation bcz of his suicidal behavior nor he is trying to find solution to make relation good. He even slapt me and become aggressive on public places. I feel insulted.

I am going through a rough phase and i am not able to control some thoughts and this is causing an anxiety attack and emotional outburst