Mental Health

Am married and having a loving husband. I love my in laws but i don't want them to be with us. They stayed in their native and after health issues they are staying with us now. With them am feeling as a stranger in my own home. I want to live for their r expectations and wishes. I lost my privacy as they are interfering in all matters. I used to keep this within myself becoz my husband used to argue with me and supports only their parents. Am loosing interest in my life. Suggest me something.

I am fully depessed. My mind full of negative thoughts, sometimes i hate my life. thinks to kill myself. i find problems in all the scenes of my life.

I have always had social anxiety all my life. Now i am managing it, but due to recent separation problems in my life, I have depressive tendencies...i am miserable all the time, some days are worse than others. I need help.

My both son daughter & my wife also is not respect me. Every time they are in jhagda mood.

I feel socially incapable that I run for solitude constantly. But even then my mind is ruined with shame and guilt. I was focussed on self realization but I got obsessed over it and found some spiritual hardenings that I crossed the limits and now its hard for me to even talk or express myself. I feel trapped for eternity. I know everything is in my mind, but its hard to control these existential thoughts. I want to focuss on work and live happy. But I'm unable to even start. I need somebody.

I am currently taking Lamotrigine for my bi-polar/border line personality disorder. I have pretty bad seasonal depression also. Is there a anti-depressant that I could talk to my doctor about that wont clash with my current meds.

Yesterday i suddenly felt headache, felt discomfort such as cry badly, felt to beat some badly, felt to throw legs and hands on wall etc. pls. suggest.

Constantly I feel that I'm not happy with my life I m always sad worried and I have boyfriend so we fight alot and I doubt him I don't trust n take stress about my relationship I am deeply involved in him but not happy

Took my first 20mg tablet today at 4pm after going to the doctors, I had been taking mirtazipine 30mg for a few days previously but I couldn't tolerate it. Didn't take any last night so I could start new Med today. I feel out of breath as though I'm not breathing full breaths, I feel clammy, nauseous and my head feels a little sowed down. Could this be a reaction of some kind?

I am a student. So I too have desires, goals and dreams to be successful etc etc. When I think of these I get very optimistic and energised to achieve that. But when I look at myself I see unsuccessful, unskilled ,lazy person who is worth nothing.Thoughts like 'I can't do that', 'I am not as intelligent as him','I don't have time left now' etc makes me depressed and I waste days to overcome the feeling. My mood & energy dives deep from optimism to depression. Kindly help ,I can't live like that