Mental Health

Want to give up but trouble in sleeping, bp high, depression, anxiety and headache

I am a big failurer in life,career and love.recently i failed in love and i cant come out of this failure.i have sucide tendencies also regarding this.but i dont have that strenth to commit sucide because i have responsibilities for my family

I've been constantly battling anxiety and the feeling of being lost. I have tried things to lighten up my mood but of no use because ultimately I ended up crying. I have had bad phases in my life in terms of what I wanted from life and what I ended up doing but this I feel however doesn't qualify me to b able to tackle something like this. I have been feeling low almost always. Sometimes I even forget things. I seriously want help and I hope you will help me with it.

I am taking fluoxetine 20mg once a day.. and i an struggling to sleep properly despite of trying numerous pills. I have consulted the doctors and he is treating me for initial symptoms of OCD. What should i do to have proper sleep?? I also have back pain.

Please tell me which medicine i can take to recover all of my problems. I want to sleep early. Now its taking two hours to get into the sleep.

I was suffering from depression and I consult a local neuro psychiatric who advice me to use escitilopram 20 mg for 30 days but I continued it to 45 days. In these 45 days I was very good, happy, and was complete okay but 15 days ago I leave taking it so now I am again feeling worthlessness, dizziness, sad , headache, tired etc. Now I have ti move South africa for job so please suggest me better way to overcome with this.

I've been literally wanting to cry 24/7 for no reason at all. I feel like nobody wants to understand me and that I'm a problem to everyone. My parents don't seem to understand me, neither do any of my friends. I feel like everyone just wants ne out of their lives. I feel that I've hurt everyone in my life. I so want to die all the time. I tried to kill myself by drowning but I failed miserably. I just want everyone I love to shoot me in the head , all at once. I want to cry all the time. Any random thing reminds me of something and I start crying. I'm becoming a problem to everyone around me. I want to burn myself or jump from a high building or do anything that would undo all the times I've hurt people in my life. I don't want to see my parents at all because I'm nothing but disappointment to them. I've got no reason to live anymore. I don't like anything in my life anymore. I don't want anything from anyone anymore. I just want to die alone. I don't wanna die so save me. Please.😭

My fiance is doubting me with other guy and spoke very rudely literally abused me. My relationship was normal in the beginning but after 6 months, he started showing dominance, ego, violence on me but still expect me to understand him and accept his behavior. I love him but can't accept this character of him. I talked to him about my issues but he still blames me. Kindly help. I am having suicidal thoughts some times.

I feel dizzy all the time. I consult a physician, she found nothing abnormal. Is it depression?

I have been suffering from anxiety as I suspect. I have problem with social interactions. I feel extremely anxious in various situations that are apparently not at all threatening. I am also anxious about the uncertainty of relationship as well as career.