Mental Health

I have been depression since last two years. It has affected my academics. I used to be very suicidal. Now I am not that much. I wake up being anxious. And sometimes it comes to take decisions I become to much anxious. I can't study or do anything when I decided to it. Lack of concentration. Fatigue. Lethargy. Helplessness.

I want to know what should i do so that my recovery is fast and precautions regarding my surgery.

I wake up and sleep almost everyday crying. When i am around people i am fine, the minute i am alone i feel really sad and end up crying. I often experience high level of anxiousness and lack of interest in things. I am experiencing wait loss and lack of appetite

My Mom is having Anxiety and Obsession for a week now She is diabetic and have under angioplasty in 2012

Do i need to sacrifice myself for helping others? for eg. i don't want to join army or becoming pm or everytime help people...m i selfish?

Due to too much stress I feel irritated and I think a lot due to which I feel I m in depression I m sad for long time and feel suffocated so kindly suggest me sumthing to handle all this any medicine or psychiatrist sessions required for this problem.

There are many problems in this world and i am having two options either to do what i am capable off including my comfort zone and all and 2nd that help more by pushing myself even if i don't want to...if i choose 1st i am having guilt that i haven't done them even if i was capable and why goddamn i am not having interest in doing good....if i choose the 2nd i am not happy bcoz i am not that i have to push myself

Lately I've been having episodes of sleep paralysis and it's quite stressful. Experiencing a loss of proper breathing is pushing me to talk to someone about this.

I am having this feeling as if i am in a dream everytime except during sleep. This has affected my studies as well my memory has become extremely weak. I visited some doctors. I had my mri done etc but everything seems normal. I cant feel any happiness in a real sense. I am always sad due ro this very thing. This is not even a problem that can be detected through tests or something. Plz suggest some option

Is anxiety disorder completely curable or it just can be controlled or managed? And which doctor is recommended for the treatment? Psychologist or psychiatric?