Mental Health

When i take a little tension a cloud type is formed in front of me.. i start breathing heavily and lost senses. I feel like i dont know my identity

I am having restless feelings, i don't want to get out of the bed , i don't want to meet people . i don't show that i am unhappy .i put a mask on my face . i am angry while talking to people who show concerns for me . also i think that they have bad intentions for me when they show there care. also i think everybody has a selfish reason for caring about me.

I have been suffering with major depression for the past few months and it is now getting on top of me. I have self harmed, constantly crying, there are days I don't want to get out of bed. I have terrible violent dreams. I am to afraid to go out because I'm afraid of being spotted or seen by my family due to having a forced marriage protection order out. I don't like going out in public and I'm not good at speaking or meeting new people because I panic.

I have been having problem in managing my emotions and have extreme mood swings. I have memory problems. I feel suicidal most of the time.

I’ve been feeling really sad, and sometimes I can go from being ok to wanting to lay in bed and never getting up.

From last two months continues thinking about suicide or self harm sometimes want to cry loudly, felling scared when i am alone, incomplete sleep

I have been proving myself unworthy although i know my goals. My parents feel i am loser. Because i am behaving so. But i am not. I was a very bright child. Suddenly i don't know what happened.

I am having mood swings and I am getting irritate on everyone and It's effecting my relationships.

Very susceptible..less interest in life, lethargy, stress , emotionally weak,

I AM ADDICTED TO COMPUTER I WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFE I JUST WANT TO SEEK MEDICAL ADVISE TO STOP COMPUTER ADDICTION