Mental Health

I am suffering from typhoid fever since 4 weeks and I have been having a very high head ace with running nose, dry cough and stomach pain

I've had this for years and noones ever diagnosed it properly. It's getting to the point that I can't handle it anymore. I have terrible mood swings from calm to depressed to anxious to angry. They are sometimes extremely irrational. I also get extremely Disturbing images in my head I can't get rid of. Sometimes I look at my dog and imagine if someone violently murdered her and I get extremely suicidal. These images make me extremely depressed. I have no interest in being around people

I think a lot and ruin my sleep I worry way too much about future . I feel lonely which is why I get irritated a good amount of time. There are some issues like dysfunctional family, failed relationships, losing interest in hobbies, less conversations , disturbed appetite and anger . I feel fed up with my life , some serious help needed !

I think I am at a beginner stage of OCD. I use to wash my hands,foot properly and waste more water than required, check the locks repeatedly before leaving my office/home. I feel nervous on public speaking & fumble because of a fear that I may use wrong words which the people present before me can't understand or my voice may not be audible and during interview or public speaking I can feel heat on my ears & start sweating, but this happens only before unknown people or at any event where I feel it would affect my future or the particular event has a key role to play for my career. I behave normally to known people & don't get any difficulty to share/speak anything.I react weirdly to loud noise, continuously think about one topic or multiple topics at a time till I get any solution. I like to arrange my belongings the way I want and react very weirdly to others who disturb the way I keep them.Do I need any psychiatrist or it's normal way of behaviour?

Please help me I am suffering from anxiety problem and I am very upset medicine is not work properly

Im not sleeping whole day and not getting sleep till 5 am in morning after that 2 hrs of sleeping is required. can i use sonata 250mg? and i need medicenes which i may not get up in middle of night even if anybody tries to wakes me up(as i have small children they would disturb me in middle of night)

I get bad mood with too much irritation and feel like i will get a seizure and my body gets Cold and need to poop .. and really irritated that i need to run home

I wake up mad an am very easily frustrated, dont do publc cuz mood can change from quickly, very emotional an thinking everyone is talking bout me. Can't even hold a job. Also had 3 kidney infections n last 2 months an now been having trouble holding unination

I am surrounded by fears all the time.due to this my stomach has problems.I am afraid of people ,new places.Is there any medical cure to this.please help,thanks

I have been hit by depression but recently Iam unable to remember things from my past , I have difficulty in thinking , bloody stool , missed menstruation for 2 months ,loss of appetite, severe headache when I am trying to remember things , I just want to know if it is possible this is happening all because of depression or is there something else. I would be grateful if you would help me out because my memory problems are creating misunderstandings at my workplace . Thanks