Mental Health

Hi, my problem is I don’t know what is my main problem. Imm dissatisfide with myself. But I just don’t have the motivation to become a better me and that frustrates me because I know I have to be better. Ever since I came back to Japan, I don’t have much friends and I work a lot, I don’t have anytime to talk about other stuff that doesn’t stress me. So basically, I’m feeling sad, restless and everything bad because of the little things that are happening to my life.

I suffer from panic attacks and anxiety attacks. .ive been having burning in my arms and head and really bad shoulder pain.

I dont know why but i cry over small things that doesnt even matter to me before. i easily feel agitated, and im having headaches and i dont know why. sometimes, im being sensitive on other people's jokes. before, my parents are pressuring me to be at the top of my class, and i still have that in my heart eventho they said its okay if im only at the middle. now, whenever i tell them that i am in the honor list and they just say "good", i feel very emotional and worthless.

I feel suffocated, I want to be free. I am afraid that I might be mentally ill but sometimes it feels like all I need is a person to talk to.

I m in depression...whenever i m in depression state ..i forgot everything in fact smetime i steal the things for market

Im afraid of doing d&c. Will there be other options? Any medicine that i can take instead?

I think that I could have depression as I am a level 3 healthcare ex student. I think I know this is because I haven't been able to go out and I am also crying all the time and having suicidal thoughts

Yelling at everyone when the stop me from doing the work i like. Loss of appetite.

I had more love on my close friend. Everysecond, I'm thinking about him. I can't concentrate another work. I don't know, why it's happening. I want to leave from this problem.

Sir i guess i has been a year since my days seems to be a dream.I am doing all my everyday jobs but it seems to me that i am dreaming and all events occuring are just a mere dream.Beside this problem i am also feeling very weak and i an very skinny too. i have no wish to do any job. it seems that i just wanan lay down on my bed and too nothing.My age is 17 and i am feeling this weak.I guess sir something is wrong with me.Plz help.