Mental Health

I am 17. I have been feeling overly motivated for getting into a certain uni for 3 years. Circumstances have been building up until this year I lost all purpose in life. I feel like everyone hates me and I hate everyone. 2 months ago I started to think about suicide. I am afraid of myself. I get episodes where I plan how I will do it and search painless ways to do. I don’t like to talk. Psychiatrists are extremely expensive here and I dont want my parents or anyone to know anything. I feel shame

I get lost in thoughts without even realising that My real life is getting harmed

Hello, I'm a 16 year old girl and I've had depression for years. Even as a child I suspect something was wrong with me. Now I've been to psycho-therapy for a year and received medication but something's off. It's very hard for me to be happy or feel anything at all. I have a secret that I'm afraid to tell my therapist. I want to kill. I haven't done anything to anyone but I crave violence deeply, more than anything and I feel as if it will set me free. What should I do? Thank you

I hate my life.I feel like I'm not good enough at all times.i have lost all my friends and basically I am having an existential crisis

Can I put myself on prozac or any fluoxetine med? I am 17, suicidal, and can’t afford psychiatric sessions.

Is there any problem with me ? Or i am suffering through any disease . Whenever any friends crack a joke on me  or give a sarcastic reply i cannot reply back to them .i cannot think what to reply them and my brain stops working at that moment and i cannot think further .I started getting a bit nervous/scared from that person ,having a feeling that if i talk again they will make fun . I will be normal when a person talks nicely to me like suppose behaviour .I want to get out of this problem and this depression sucks whole day i start thinking about that .Help needed Conclusion: 1) Why the hail i cannot reply back or counter reply them 2) my brains feels like blank at that moment i cannot think . It's feel always scaryness whenever i walk out with  my friends because of the fear that they can make fun of me

I was born in a middle class family. I am actually a college dropout, no formal qualification. I do have overconfidence in myself , Due to this, I failed to realize the importance of formal qualification for landing in a career. Hence now I'm not able to apply for the jobs that I think I'm eligible. At present, for earning, I'm doing Forex online, not a job but a kind of horse race gambling. And, all it made me "a 5L debtor" which complicated life further..messy,frustrated..trapped etc.,

Having nightmares... almost every night? Want to get rid of them.. Woke up feeling frightened..increased heart rate .. and breathing too

Introvert personality.. Not liking myself...not liking people around me... .Poor social relations... Want to overcome this..

I am a college boy i got a close friend ..i love him more than anyone ..he too says me as a best friend to his family ... every guys in class troll us ...but i feel irritated when he talks to some other.. i need him only as afriend ...he loves me said by my gf .. but he wont expose ..want to know whether he loves me r not ? I know its wrong?