Mental Health

I have been depressed for along time, maybe from school days. I was always ignored by classmates due to color of my soon and they thought I was sort of awkward, sluggish. I really haven't expressed how I felt to anyone. I feel so uncomfortable to socialise express thoughts, love and affection, I really don't feel anything anymore. I really feel so numb and I suck at everything. Now I feel like there is no point in living this life. I m scared of marriage, there is no hope in this world

Getting irritated with no reason nd with loving ones. Feeling cry,feel helpless hopeless dont want socialize

I need someone to listen me n tel me wat to do. N hw gt out of dis constant feeling

I have these thoughts about killing myself for like the past few years but i'm unable to do so because i know that'll hurt my family. I've been overeating and over sleeping for the past 4-5 months and i've gained like 10 kgs. I have thyroid(family heredity) and asthma (since childhood) but well that doesn't matter. I took these depression tests online cuz i knew i have to do something. And it showed severe depression and anxiety issues everywhere. I'm quite normal around people but in my brain all these weird thoughts about not knowing what to do in life and letting my parents down and not achieving what i want to achieve in life keep scaring me. Everytime i meet a person i compare myself to them and keep cursing myself for not being good at anything.I love yo draw. I wanted to be a designer but my parents sent me for engineering(normal indian kid case). I just want something to keep these thoughts away and like stop my eating and sleeping habits.

Feeling abnormally depressed for about a month. Suddenly bursting into tears without reason. Feeling Utmost lonely.

I've been sad for the past 2 years but I'm getting worse. I lost my passion in things I love, I became much more quiet and even went far as to hurting myself. Sometimes I have the urge to cry for no reason. I feel so suffocated. There's also this feeling where I can't breath when I'm nervous or when I'm on a place where I am uncomfortable. I can't order on a fast food chains etc. I always get so nervous and before you know it I already can't breath. My palms get sweaty. I feel like drowning.

I have been considering suicide. I do not have any future prospects, career-wise. I don't have anyone to discuss this with. Even when I do attempt to discuss my career with people, I'm bombarded with multiple, conflicting pieces of advice. I have felt suicidal for longer than I have wanted to live. However, I decided to look for help because my family plans to celebrate a special occasion. And I do not want my attempt at a suicide Mar the happy proceedings

I have been deppressed..i have panic attacks..im always scared being alone...i cry more often...i have heart aches cant breath...over thinking my problems...no exact direction...

I don't eat a lot. Always thinking suicidal. I cut my wrist many times. I feel really sad I am more quiet now. I cry a lot. I always feel tired, unloved, useless. I don't like making friends. I stare at a wall at night. Do you think I have depression disorder?

I am mentally depressed. i went through an accident. my fiance never told me he is already married and having a child. somehow i got to know about his dead wife and a daughter. although i have accepted him but this thought has changed my life. i am suffering from severe depression. i try to stay happy but i am not. i have got mentally sick and tired of life. everytime that accident and his lies struck my head.