Mental Health

I used to live in a fantasy world, of which i was unaware at that time. I used to believe in love , as shown in movies often .I was a girl with low self esteem so i started using love as a weapon to empower myself. I started expressing excess love towards my classmate who was a famous girl in the class.I used to care for her, help her a lot. But now i realized that all was just for her company. Whenever she used to be with me, every body used to notice and talk to me. That way i was using her

My grandma is acting silly after surgery. She was operated yesterday she was fine after operation and was kept in the ICU for 4 to 5 hours but later at night when she was brought in her room she started acting weird she was saying something unusual which was not actual.She is thinking that nurses will kill her.She is not allowing any medication.pls help me with some information.

I feel sad and angry all the time and sometimes wanting to die but also wanting to live and wanting to talk to someone ,when they say that talking with someone feels better that's not for me when i talk i feel more angry and sad that befor! i feel sometimes like something is ripped in my heart and it makes me sad, i don't know why these thoughts keep popping in my head . i just don't know what to do !

I get angry and irritated easily and at the smallest inconvenience or small thing and i cannot control it. I start pulling my hair and clenching my fists and i change decisions quickly. I used to harm myself to get rid of anger and anxiety. Now i don't so i get extremely angry and feel like hurting myself or someone else. I think I'm suffering from agitated depression.

I m being nice to all, which makes me to expect the same from others... Is that a good sign

I have been to multiple psychiatric and therapists they all have something different to say I just want to know what’s wrong I can switch personalities I can control it like if I wanted to not feel remorse I could if I wanted to be manic I could if I wanted to be depressed I could and I feel like I’m going crazy I’ve had thoughts of hurting others I don’t think I would ever do anything but to be ho est I have no idea I talk to myself all the time but I feel like I’m talking to different people

I find it difficult to interact freely with peoples who are superior than me. I am a good singer but I can't sing in front of them. I can't look into their eyes. More embarrassing is that my eyes goes to woman's breast without my consent while talking to a lady. I have been suffering from depression for a long time. Want a solution.

I want to stop the use of cool lip.. but i cant. Some times i become mentally problems when i try to quit it.. Pls help me. !

I have been having frequent mood swings. I have constant headaches. I often have feelings to kill myself

What i did was normal or not??? Or ot is wrong Please reply?? I am very tensed with ocd and need ur answer for this