Mental Health

Dear Sir , I m taking medicines too long times since 2012. Presently I am taking medicines petril md0.5 mg (1 tab) + pregalin50mg cap(1cap)+dothip75mg(1tab)+ciplar 10mg(1tab)+ censpram10mg (1tab) at night.

I have stress developed within as i dont understand few.activities of my wife. I beed to ensure that if i am ok and is it that only i am feeling so or is the scenario that is making me feel so.

I used to drink heavily in my college days some 1.5 years.I am 27 and experience extreme palpitations after having even small meals ,even water .these are visible all across my body. i cannot even eat small amounts of food i like eg chips,biscuit,fried items.alongwith this i don't have any energy to even talk ..i feel depressed ,unhappy,grumpy,light headed,feverish,unable to concentrate and talk properly,can get enough sleep even after 10-14 hours of sleep in a day,forgetfulness ,carelessness ,i feel like gasping for air after having meals,pressure on chest and of clothes on whole body. .i got a job just last year but i performed so bad that they are going to fire me .i am diagnosed with dyspepsia ,low vit b12, vit d,for which i have already taken necessary advised medicines for around 1.5 months but situation is still the same.

I don't know how to explain it but I don't know why I get so many mood swings.. for 1 day I am happy and other day deeply sad. I keep brooding over the past and keep worrying about the future.. :(

I don't feel like doing anything in particular. My energy and enthusiasm is constantly low. I feel sleepy and tired. Everyday I feel like it should only be night and not afternoon. It is physically tiring how much I think as it drains all the energy out of me. I think about killing myself quite some times. I am not scared of it.

Its not just about study only. Its about everything. And my anger is also not under my control. I harm myself in anger.. last time i took 18 tablets and had a cut at ventral side of my wrist. Its just when i got angry.

M in a problem...need counseling..!1 can i get a counseler reagadring marriage issues..!! one of my friend suggested this site for me

I am having obsessive thoughts and they are repetitive. I am unable to stop them . They disturb me a lot.

I'm feeling like I am awake but not awake at the same time like I am doing things in sleep not out of my own mind. I don't really know how should I put it I am feeling lighthead and while doing something I am not fully aware like half of my brain knows what I am doing and half of my brain isn't working and isn't aware of what I am doing and is in sleep. Some numbness in body also.

I have a frequent habit forgetting things. This is now affecting my life drastically. What types are required to confirm the actual scenerio?