Mental Health

I have suffered from a memory loss syndrome, I forget things in a very short spam, this has been happened from last four month, this effects my study or my relationship very badly, if someone told me about some thing, I just forget in a very small interval

I was suffering from depression i don't know since when because i was sure about it in the month of december and then the whole dec and jan i was ailing from this problem. I didn't want to meet anybody i was in my room the whole time i didn't talk to anyone i used to cry every night and even thought about ending my life because i just could not bear anything further then i just got to know in the mid of jan that i was about to go to london for a summer school and i don't know hopes revived and i was better then in may 2017 only i have again started to feel exactly what i felt few months ago. And i know why i am feeling all this it's because i was forced to take up a career choice i didn't wanna do at all. I am doing eco hons but i always hated it i never wanted to do it. My parents are just not understanding. They don't support me enough. I always have to beg to ask for permissions. I don't have a very good friendly kind of a relationship with my dad it's way too formal. i need guidanc

I feel very Anxiety and wash hands many times and I have a number system in my mind . if I do not do my work according to this number system then I feel very bad thing will happen. I feel very tired. I touch things many times. I feel unsatisfactory And I do the same kind of work. I wash all things which I am going to use and wash hands after this. I feel very fear of Diseases and even I am afraid of saying bad things which I think this should not happen. I am afraid to think those things which I will not do And which I do not want to do. If someone tell any word which I am afraid of I do every possible effort so that the person take back their words and I am afraid of certain colours and certain numbers and I am afraid of doing things which are immoral and I thought If any mistake will done by me then I am punished by God and I do any work so that I will escape from the bad happening. When I wake up I blink my eyes many times and touch my head with the pillow many times.

I have started being confused for a month ago and having urge to sleep ( I wake up at 6.00am, but I never had urge to sleep) , I had vertigo a week ago then I used Ear Drops Now Iam perfectly fine, when ever I am busy with my work I get confused with what someone is saying to me or feel like loss of words

I cry to bed for No reasons, Extreme negative thoughts, listening to songs sitting in a dark room, constant fear of losing someone generally insomnia, and sleeping at the afternoons usually.

I have been diagnosed with depression for 6 years, I used to take irregular medicines mostly SSRI. presently my doctor prescribed quetipine 100mg with flouxetamine. Its not helping me to sleep and having uncomfortable experience and breathing problem after taking quetipine. I need sleep. help

I continuously see my neighbour planning against me. He has a put a machine to control me and keeps directing me. He threatens me. Dictates me to do daily chores. Abuses me and in return I abuse and shout loudly

I get these nightmares in which I always see some closed one dying or dead. These nightmares I get every now and then. What can be cause of these nightmares.l?

I'm wondering because I took barely a hit of crack resin from my stem 3 days ago and I have an appointment tomorrow and need the medicine to work, I've been sober for 6 months minus that slip up thanks

Unable to sleep at nights Cry myself to bed reasonlessly Listen to slow songs laying on bed in a dark room Fear losing my best friend and boy friend Minorly hurt self, very rare occasions very rare, once in a 100 times .. stopped this thing alot though.