Mental Health

I have been under sizopin and arip mt for a year with a reducing dosage. now i take arip mt 5 before sleep.during the one year medication i smoked marijuana for 3 to 5 days every 2 to 4 months when the dosage reduced but in a very small amount..how harmful is it or how is it going to affect me....

My father had operation of pituitary tumour but unfortunately artery cuts and his mind becomes inactive how to make it active..he dont recognise me

So what my prblem is I see everything around me dirty..suppose if I use a public transport Nd touch my phone with the hands touched anywhere in public transport I feel like my phone is dirty then everyone I touch my phone I was my hands. i keep on washing it Nd this happen with everything in my house. This is not letting me study and causes headach

Psychology.. in past knee replacment and spine operartion.. my mom is in very serious condition...

Too frequent mood fluctuations, get anxious easily . Recently put on lot of weight with no change in food habits and thyroid test is negative. Feel too sad and doesn't feel any enthusiasm for anything. Feel like giving up on everything easily. Sleeping habits have changed to extremes- either will sleep too much or not at ll

I easily became depress over small issues and on my silly and very small mistakes. even i start hating myself and everyone . in such conditions i weep for long hours . i also feel head ache and sometimes pain in limbs due to over depression and stress on every issue whether big or small .

Im suffering constant disturbance in my sleep cycle & in my biological clock...night becomes day and day become night sometimes...

I feel anxiety that starts on its own.This happens in any social event when I am watched by many people or anything.How could this be eliminated?

I forget things very often.. not the small things couples of days even.. I forgot my whole trip.. nd the most big thing to be worried was that I remembered that trip after 15 20 days when my frnd told few incidences about it..

I want to come off the tablets myself , been taking them for 6 months, i was on a different one before