Mental Health

I think I am suffering from depression. Since my childhood I have just saw my parents fight, saying abusive things to each other. I became hesrtless human. Than a girl came in my life and made me feel better but I had pissed her off too many times. I am started to feel lonely. Never thought about suicide though. I am now not able to control my emotions. Emotions that was buried inside me is now coming out and making my relation and friendship, like just about to end.

I have spells where I void out. I don't know who I am, where I am, what I am, what a bottle is etc.

In last 7 days I have experienced 2 times short term unconsciousness..for 1 or 2 minutes...in September 2017 I have taken marijuana and it was the bad trip for me..then after 5 days experienced choking feeling and doctor diagnosed Anxiety+ . Doctor proscribed etizola beta for 1 month and after that I have been using relaxation techniques .plz help

The time I remember I could not do one thing at once please don't to do with repeated twice because it should be in even number not in odd numbers can control doing the same thing twice about the double numbers so I later I realised that it is called OCD, since I have to consult a medical or mental specialist which I really feel afraid of going to mental Hospital so I just wanted to know how do I get to get rid of it or consulting would be okay for me because it has been a great long time that I'm dealing with and I don't want to do so wanted to stop so if you can help me or provide a consultant in Bangalore great

Sounds of anxiousness like electric buzzing sounds coming from my head at a high frequency which is bothersome

I cannot sleep. Whole night I stay awake because of fear that something will happen to me and darkness and feeling of being alone kills me. I suffer from panic attacks where I feel like my whole body is numb, I feel like someone is injecting needles on my body, I start losing myself and then I break down and cry out loud. As the night approaches, I start having wrong thoughts about killing myself. I had done self harm many times and have this suicidal feeling always. It's like I just cry and cry and start feeling depressed all of a sudden which leads to excessive crying.

I have tried very hard to be true to myself but it seems I have lost control over when and how I start faking..it's really difficult to even talk to myself. It seems I am just lost really lost.....How do I proceed. Unable to live and breathe.. I just want to hibernate and wake up when I have forgotten everything and things are alright again.

Overthinking, depression, extreme negative thoughts, insecure and lots other problems related to depression

I have a problem of sort temper from childhood. ...rite now this is creading problem in my personal andetails professional life. .......I have been quiting jobs out of fighis with my bosses or colleagues. ....I really want to get through it...its time when i have to get married but with this issue I can't evn think off d same...

Im socially phobic but I want to be more social friendly as to boost my work and I also have obsessive thoughts which are generally negative. I just tend to lay down at bed my productivity is very less. There are short spans of positivity and productivity but doesn't last long.