Mental Health

I am a final year bsc maths student ,i had 5th sem exams last 3 weeks,but i was not able to attend those exams because of stomach pain,i miss all my exams ,now i am totally depressed and not at all interested in any thing.

Feel like empty all the time ,cried everyday for logical and illogical issues,relationship issue ,family issue ,unsuccessful in career ,feel like committing suscide ,lost self confidence ,feel like a loser ,complex for everyone in this world which is abnormal I think

I dont really know if i am depressed. I sometimes spend too much time thinking about how ruined my life is. And before taking any decision like anything, I think a lot like a pessimist. But i cant really say i am becoming a pessimist because i am cheerful and happy most of the time and always try to motivate myself but still I fear myself like i may become a bad person one day.

My father is suffering from mental disorders, from 5-6 months, now he just talking one thing constantly , he is suffering from depression ,anixity,

My brother has some complications with a headache and his behaviour is not good with the family.

I've been having a real tough time lately.I work at a hotel and I can't focus when it comes to paperwork or checking guests in. I get very impatient waiting for them to do there paperwork. I often mess up numbers when it comes to phone#, credit card # and ect. I get angry and frustrated for no reason. I get very bored even when i have things to do. When i have laundry to do I put it off till just about the end of my shift. I'm having trouble sleeping at night and staying alert during the day.

I have lied to my best friend 3mnths back. She caught that and stoped talking to me since. I apologised many times. I said that lie , only because she would get hurt. Now I went to see her . But she didnt come. I always think about her and about this. Cries in night.. cant talk to anyone much. I'm not happy at all. Still I'm msging her in whatsapp.she replies only to my qstns. There is no conversations. Please advise what should I do. I have tried quit whatsapp and facebook.but not worked.

I got diagnosed with depression about a month and a half ago and was put onto citralopram in 20mg doses. As of 21 October 2017 it seems to have gotten worse where I am currently wanting to self harm with a kitchen knife. I have self harmed with a pencil sharpener blade. But this is worse. I am also facing a move to my parents house up in norfolk. I have also taken several online mental health tests and all of them have come back as severe depression.

Smoking for 3 years, but after college drastically increased smoking. Also, mental stress causes loss of concentration...........

I've been getting absolutely no sleep, shaking and not wanting to eat. I am not doing as well in school and I'm on the merge of breaking down.