Mental Health

I've been having these urges to hurt things since I was about 11 or 12. I'm either extremely depressed or angry and I've tried everything. I can't even get any work done im a failure. I used to choke my pet and get a high like release. I'm so messed up and I'm desperate for help at this point.

Distress, irritation, lost confidence. Lost concentration. Too much empathy. Anger. Negative thoughts.

Im always worried about what will go wrong and feel empty always. I feel like there is nothing for me to live for. My sleeping schedule is messed up.when i try to sleep early so that i need to wake up early i could not sleep whole night and till mornings. I am constantly getting suicidal thoughts. No self esteem left. I am scared that i will fail badly and not be able to face people.

I am suffering from very high anxeity and relationship problems.please how can I get through it

I am a 21 year old male. What kind of psychological disease am I suffering from if I feel myself guilty and inferior through others saying and after that guilt start killing me and I start doing everything wrong ( wrong in sense mental work.

I am unable to concentrate on topic or while listening someone, sometimes I became senseless type like they r talking but I'm staring them or staring anywhere else for a long time. Then I'm thinking/remembering past something or sometimes only just staring anywhere like senseless or hypnotized like. I cannot understand what's going on with me.. I'm not modern and even I am unable to talk maturly. Little bit shy and have fear to meet anyone else.. And cannot talk with strangers. Help me plz.. Tq

Can taking a small amount of benzo help or hurt protracted withdrawal. like if you've been off benzo for 3-4 months but now the hell storm is coming. would/could taking a small amount of benzo to subdue the effects end up being more negative and prolong the terrible feelings?

I've problem in watching pornography what i have to do get away from pornography

Hello Sir/Mam I want to know best solution and exact disease of my symbols which is described as a So many irritation, lack of Interest,agreesiveness and hitting problem till the worst and damaging condition to anyone and the biggest one is laughingerror at mid of aggression with high level of unnecessary thinking. Once I leave my self control. Plzzz give me best solution Thanks

Sometimes when I get a call when I’m asleep ,i answer it and I don’t remember the conversation or that call even happened at all when I wake up later . I googled about it and something known as sleep drunkenness disorder came up . But the symptoms are not similar . Either way how can this be cured ?