Mental Health

Having this problem for almost 5 years and couldn't tolerate it anymore as I have lost air and concentration because of this.Its kind of chronic Insomnia

I am getting so much anger in small problems. And making sound hiting head on walls .. sometimes am thinking about suicide. Before one month only I Miscarriageed and now my husband doesn't allow me to go job .. I can't accept this situation

I feel physically lethargic almost all the time, since teenage till date. Mentally active. 37yrs, stay-at-home mom of 2yr old. When I work, I perform decently well with dedication and I enjoy working. No matter which job, after a few months of working in any office, some sort of heavy grief slowly starts weighing me down, causing me unknown stress, anger, irritability, even suicidal thoughts and lack of meaning in my work and life in general. It's like I am always searching for some fulfilling meaning or purpose in life, without which money and status, all seem dumb. It's NOT a momentary feeling. It's a huge and a permanent state of mind. Since teenage, I have never been able to experience one emotion, called joy. It's like I am a thin transparent membrane away, on the other side of joy or happiness. This causes a huge hindrance in feeling alive and lively normal life. 3 therapists have retraumatized me because they are too keen on venting opinions instead of compassion and empathy.

I am suffering from depression and i am getting unwanted thoughts and laziness no proper thinking using medicines from 12 years

Bad thinking and bad thougts and stress and my mind captures faces or any other persons physic and laziness

I feel a little off, all the time, anything doesn't really excite me, I know I am dying a little daily

Im faceing psychological problem, i feel disappointed every time. Whole day i cry for nothing. Emotionaly feeling very low.

I'm always be fear. Always in depression mood. If I read anything unable to grasp it to my mind. Feeling nervous.

Can psychotherapist  solve this problem ?as we have already consulted psychiatrist and problem has not yet solved .

When someone close don't react back like I want I suddenly loose my control and hurt myself in anger. I'm completely fed up with this. Please help.