I an unable to be fully developed and I am very unhappy. I don't have any friends and I get so frustrated sitting in my house all day. I have not experienced a normal life with confidence and real friends or people who love me from my childhood. This has made me deeply insecure and I am unable to stand up for myself and people just run all over me. I am 17. I knew I needed therapy because in addition to it I did not feel accepted I was bullied and I felt I would be betrayed or I would be accused for something while others would go scot free etc . Cannot explain everything here. I need a 3 month or shorter course I am going to college this year and I want to be a new person there and be able to be confident.
I can't wake up from my bed. I start to do new things in different ways but can't complete it. Use to do freelancing and even worked in other fields but for some time and after that I quit it. I know I can achieve more in my life but something or the other holds me back. Have so many things to do like swimming, playing badminton, office work but don't do any thing I don't feel like doing it it's like kya hoga nahi kiya toh let it be. Can make many contacts but end up not talking with anyone.
Can not complete any given task in time.
Start to work and end up leaving it in middle
If some one says anything even a single word I take it too seriously
I am low am feeling depress most of my time am not able to feature out things am not attentive to people I am not able to manage myself its not that am getting crazy but its like am not able to understand myself as i was before happy type am just the same i think i am loosing myself..
My mother continuously reapeat the same word thorough out the days and quarrels with all family members.she is 55 year old. kindly suggest what to do