I have been suffering from the panic disorder since 20 yrs. Every year it is increased. I consulted doc 8 yrs back. Doc gave me provonal forte when anxiety is increased and told to take when emergency. But due to my severe panic disorder and tension even small issues and I have been taking these citas forte 2 tablets and provonal tablets 2 tablets daily. Even small issues felt like huge shock for me and that time I take 2 citas forte and 2 provonal forte even when I take this medicines my symptoms cannot be improved. I call everyone in my family and they give me water and cool me. What medicine should I need at this situation . I even had aagarophobia. I can't even go to out side without my family. How can do job. Now I am 30 yrs old. I want to do job and settle.
“My mother has been taking ambulax medicine since the last 20 years
Pehle vo ek 2-3 goli khati thi pehle din lekin ab vo sirf roj 1 dawai khati hai daily
Pehli unhe anxiety hoti thi
Ab unhe aadat hogayi hai
Kya ab vo m 16 (Methylprednisolone 16 mg) 1 goli subah
1 collashot c2 dopahar mai
Aur 1 isorac 20 (Isotretinoin) raat mai
1 pinodin tx (Tranexamic Acid and Pine Bark Extract) raat mai
1 ambulax (Alprazolam and Propranolol) raat mai
Kya vo ye sab dawai kha sakti hai
Aur in dawaiyon ke uses bata sakte hai kya aap
Her age is 38
M 16 dawai sirf 6 din ke liye di hai dr ne
Baki medicine 1 month ke liye except ambulax kyuki vo to vo daily hi leti hai pehle se
-overthinking to the point my head hurts
-unsustainable eating and sleeping patterns
-headache creeping up from my spine
-I hate the college I am in right now. I hate that I messed up the first time. I hate that I am still not giving my best, even in the last month
-self-sabotage, preparing for an exam for the second time after failing miserably, and still not giving my best, even though I want to so badly
-Friends say I zone out and forget things a lot
-Relationship with friends and family, highly critical, erratic, imagining arguments with them and crying
-Feeling like nothing is going my way, feeling very unlucky after unlucky coincidences
-hiding things from my parents
-body image issues, self-esteem issues, lack of self-confidence for the past 7 years
I feel like some people (strangers or family members) do certain actions intentionally because they know those actions easily trigger me, and they mentally disturb me from within.
However, I don’t feel this way about my parents, because I fully trust that they wouldn’t do anything deliberately to trigger me.
In my case, some common examples are: someone honking loudly while passing near me, or someone making loud noises with utensils right when I enter a room.
I start thinking that as soon as I arrived, why did that person do this action? Why don’t they do it when I’m not around?
Whenever someone performs such actions in front of me, I feel anxiety and a lot of anger. Then I end up doing the same action myself, which gives me a sense of satisfaction.
And I also feel that if someone has done something to disturb me, I will always respond with a similar action, no matter what.
I feel like I've delusion of reference.
Yesterday i read somewhere that titanium dioxide used as medcn color coating is not gud for health in long term can be problematic for kidney liver and colony i mean problem like cancer but used in 70-80 per of medcn. it's creating so much stress in my mind. i take medicine it have that