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I was not allowed to play holi by my parents since childhood because I am girl but I wanted to play with colours see how it feels . After a certain age I used to watch couple play holi through window and masterbate by taking feeling how husband is applying colour to wife. After marriage I played holi with my in laws and husband . I felt so pleasurable specially with husband with those vibrant pakke colours chasing each other. Pleasure when husband applied to me and satisfaction when I applied to him. Both were drenched it was so arousing that we had a moment after celebration. I loved my after holi look all drenched my arms were green and pink my white saree turned purple I felt so arousing. I liked to see colours on husband. Yesterday was a haldi function, I played with haldi with my in laws and husband that to feels good . Is it normal to love playing with colours so much ? Is it addiction?
