I am a mbbs doc having low mood, lost all interest in activities and life itself after getting diagnosed with cervical and lumbar disc bulge. I am feeling worthless and have anhedonia too. I can't eat anything as I have no appetite and only eat two times a day. I hate my job because i can't indulge myself in it. Everyday feels so exhausting and I feel like I have lost my purpose. Is there any hope left and is it possible to regain my interest as I have only a few months left for the next neet pg?
I have been going through so much, I have no idea want to do
Am sitting in the same room for over a month now I don't want to talk about this with my parents or teachers but they are giving me more pressure to attend class which feel too difficult for me right now
Hi doc ,
I wanted to clearly explain my situation , when I'm at my 12 th standard I got into romantic relationship later the very next day my mom knew that and best me so badly later when I was in final yr of my graduation I had my first sex because of that I used MTP it was such a big mess , had panic attack I handled it all alone my partner betrayed me and later I gave on this . Finally started to move on now I'm in a situation that every time I think of that I feel like I will always land into a mess only . I'm trust anyone and i unable accept anyones love either , fear has overtaken my feelings . And now I'm in loop all the time . To be i honestly want to have a relaxing sex just like other but I don't have guts even i do i end up in anxiety, depression that I have done wrong i will be in trouble .
Currently i am on depression tablets nexito 15 mg in morning from the last two months i am having very continues bad thoughts about god and goddess whenever i poop or urine or do masturbution i dont know why is that happening with me this heavily i had that sort of thoughts earlier but it has became very low and from the last two months i am unable to free my mind for 5 minutes infact those thoughts come in my dreams also and right away whenever i wakeup my life is going through a hell right now i am feeling very disguisting right now what should i do now pls tell i am in deep worry pls help
While visiting a hospital for my wife's vaccination I have seen that nurse has taken cotton with spirit but she said that this is wrong injection so I went for changing it and after coming I have seen that she used the cotton she kept on table for rubbing skin and needle wipe . But now I doubt may be the cotton was used . Does this is my OCD doubt or risk for HIV infection?
