I feel like some people (strangers or family members) do certain actions intentionally because they know those actions easily trigger me, and they mentally disturb me from within.
However, I don’t feel this way about my parents, because I fully trust that they wouldn’t do anything deliberately to trigger me.
In my case, some common examples are: someone honking loudly while passing near me, or someone making loud noises with utensils right when I enter a room.
I start thinking that as soon as I arrived, why did that person do this action? Why don’t they do it when I’m not around?
Whenever someone performs such actions in front of me, I feel anxiety and a lot of anger. Then I end up doing the same action myself, which gives me a sense of satisfaction.
And I also feel that if someone has done something to disturb me, I will always respond with a similar action, no matter what.
I feel like I've delusion of reference.
Hi I suffer from attention problems like when I turn my attention inwards my I get lost in thinking and fantasies and this used to happen when my brain is idle .
The moment I turn attention inwards i have strong imagination and emotions.
I feel this during walking ,while bathing and I don't observe surrounding environment.
I have lot of curiousity and get overexcitement which makes me tired .
I am perfectionist and huge procrastinator.
Its like I am stuck in thinking and less or doing and I love doing gym and brisk walking h it regulates mh mood and male me calm .
I know the best way to deactivate inner turbulence is to focus on the outside world.
I dont know whether it is adhd or simply hsp .
Because I have huge self awareness and I am mindful or introspective .
I enjoy deep thinking as well .I have sensitive to rejection and hurt and stress easily and I run behind novelty like within the same domain is this adhd or emotional dysregulation as I have maladaptive daydreaming in the past
Yesterday i read somewhere that titanium dioxide used as medcn color coating is not gud for health in long term can be problematic for kidney liver and colony i mean problem like cancer but used in 70-80 per of medcn. it's creating so much stress in my mind. i take medicine it have that
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Drug addiction...and want to quit the drugs...
...but failed to quitting...
Medical advice please
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