I have everything parents,job,love etc etc but i am scared to laugh,i cry while laughing,i don't enjoy my life,everything is monotonous,i want to be pampered,i am in relationship for last 3 yrs but not happy, i feel alone i share everything with him but still most of the times i am alone. My mother is not well, i work at home also and no one thinks what i am going through,i have always lived for others ,i think a lot,i go out of my comfort zone for my loved ones but never received the same. My boyfriend tells me to share things with him but his life is very happening so he does not understand my situation i don't have any life outside working alone in ofc,cooking taking care of other people. I just don't want to live or i just want to go somewhere alone and take a deep breath and live alone there
I faced an epileptic attack 6 years ago. My doctor suggested me to take INTAS Valprol - CR 750 mg
twice a day. Since then I am taking the medicine regularly. I even consulted another doctor in year 2014. He also suggested me to continue with the same dose.
I have noticed some side effects like hair loss, weight gain, mood swings etc.
Please could you suggest whether I have to take
the medicine for lifetime.
I suffered from OCD past year ago, which has been switched to Bipolar Disorder. I'm experiencing elevations in my mood. Unable to concentrate on studies. Motivation levels are fluctuating, No regulation in righteous thought flow. Agression has reached the top stage by creating problems in my routine life. Lusty thoughts are coping my mind. Suffering with restlessness in hands and legs. Mania is perciving at irregular intervals . I'm unable to find solution for my maniac Disorder. Sometimes I often feel like inattentive to various situations.
Fear in dog and germs
And I wash my hand in every time devour eat l wash half hour so i wll not eat a food
I have everything, friends,family , lover but am not happy . I don't know the reason....I feel some kind of loneliness and incompleteness