I feel frustrated amd irritated all the time. I think I am going into depression. I feel to commit suicide but do not want to face the aftereffects if I fail to die. I behave immaturely. I think I have not grown up. People get troubled because of me. I went away from my friends. My parents fight with each other since i remember. Why can't i think like others. Sometimes i feel to speak but then I stop beacause they will start explaining me things and prove me wrong.