I was in a toxic relationship. He used to beat me but i he loved me a lot. When i brokeup he was shattered. He is not able get himself together and i feel really bad. I already feel bad about the breakup and now because i hurt him. While we were in a relationship, i hurt him. He did too. I don't know what to do. Was breakup my right decision? I cant explain how i feel by breaking him. I ignore to think about my feelings. My sleep is disturbed.
I have a best friend, Everyday I talk to her. But few day she don't likes to talk with me. But she is always in online and chating with other, But she is not talking with me for few days. I feel alone. I can't concentrate on study. I feel for her. Please give me some way to Forget her.
Dr . From the last month I can't sleep well everyday I weke up around 5am
And I little disturbed whole day thinking and keep tokeing with myself
I can't understand what is happening with me
I am to worry for my family and personal realisations .
I my always tokeing with myself
Feeling alone . And get angry on everyone without any reason.
Some times my mud was good and some time get angry and crying.
And thinking about hurt myself
Some time's when I driveing bike and thinking that get accident with any vehicle.
I mean go for suicide. When feeling alone and tension I go on roof of house and in my mind though for jump from roof
Always thinking for die
I feel I have no reason to live
I feel lonely , i am losing my interest in thing what i use love and even i cannot control my anger now day even small thing i get anger to the core
in all this one good thing is
i spend my whole day doing painting now
I suffered from OCD past year ago, which has been switched to Bipolar Disorder. I'm experiencing elevations in my mood. Unable to concentrate on studies. Motivation levels are fluctuating, No regulation in righteous thought flow. Agression has reached the top stage by creating problems in my routine life. Lusty thoughts are coping my mind. Suffering with restlessness in hands and legs. Mania is perciving at irregular intervals . I'm unable to find solution for my maniac Disorder. Sometimes I often feel like inattentive to various situations.