I am in a constant state of indecisiveness and confusion. Short temper, mood swings, feeling of loneliness and suicidal thoughts are regular. I am a dental surgeon currently pursuing M.D.S. Work pressure and college politics are at peak. I wish to leave studies in between as I want to earn to be independent. I want to get married but my parents are not ready for the person I'm in a relationship with. I feel lonely. I don't know what to do. I feel lonely and helpless as I'm still dependent on my father. And he is not even ready to listen to my views. I feel like ending my life. But I know I am a coward from inside. I'm afraid. I feel I'm nothing but a useless crap. No one needs me. I don't want to meet people. I feel uncomfortable among people. I hate being alone but I try to keep myself locked in my room so that I'm visible to no one.I wish my father understands me and I could get married to the one I'm in love with and live happily with him.I wish I could earn good money to be content
I have a problem related to online shopping.i m in deep depression because of career failure.i have lots of anger . irritation.i dnt knw why.for avoiding social term .I had start online shopping.any time I m watching silently and listening music.because of this I spend my all income on shoping.i have negative account because of this habit.i borrowed money from friends for shopping..I feel tht..it's became a problem for me.what can I do.is it a mental problem..I m not able to do other thing..regarding career.no study and no job search.what exactly happen.i have not recognize.my mind feel relax.when I m doing online shopping.just I want to keep silent my self.but by nature I m very talkative girl.but I dnt want to speak .I want to keep my self as much as silent.to keep my self silent.i have start taking a medicin avil..I feel trap..and not able to do any thing.
I failed in ca final exam 5th time i loose my confidence after my father demise and due to small small issues in my family i cried a lot when something happened in family. i can not concentrate on my study due to this. When my attempt came near i became ill (have fever).Earlier i clear my ca ipcc in first attempt with good marks. but in final i do not have confidence.
I'm dating this guy since a year and a half. We love each other and we're perfect for each other. But recently he got to know that I've been with a few guys in the past and he read my old chats with an another guy when we had just started dating. He felt cheated. And I apologized for everything. I stopped talking to that guy after I realized that it's not right. But my bf is not able to get over it. I've been trying hard to tell him in every possible way that I want him in my life. he has lost all the confidence and trust on me. I don't know what to do. He keeps on asking same questions, sometimes offensive. And it hurts a lot. He said mean things to me which I'm completely ok with. I just want him to get over it. He loves me I know. He wants me but talking to me keep on reminding him those things which he's not supposed to. It was a past. I'm over it. Help me!
Hi sir can I go CT Scan for body shivering,fear,can't hold a tea cup,fear of death please help me in it