I am suffering from acute depression and have been feeling bit insecure lately. I am paranoid and also have emotional outbursts and cry a lot. I am not able to sleep well and suffering from insomnia. Recently i have been facing problems in college with my friends and i feel like i should shut out everyone from my life. people think very low of me and i cannot discuss it with anyone.
My wife committed suicide on 09/10/2016 by hanging herself when I was at home itself. We were together from last 12+ Years out of which 2+ Years in College, 3 years in live-in & 7+ Years in marriage. I am slowly losing my mind. Unable to bear emotions when alone remembering our life which we spent together. I loved her a lot, it is hard to imagine rest of life without her. I am unable to come into my job work again, physically moving & speaking very slow. Willing to sleep all the time. Kindly save me although I am already very strong.
Left ear get sensitized with clicking sound of fan. Which attract mind and losses concentration. All test done no organic problem. Stress related problem.
Please help me out I fell whole day sleepy at night I can sleep by 12am and getup 2 to 3 time for urinet I can take this tablet for my my treatment for bp in morning tellmekined 40 ,and bed time I can take Amlodac5g,patroxta plus 12.5g for last 13 months
Iam not enjoying life,very poor relationship,angry,anxiety,depression, sometime s suicide tendency, Iam feeling that all our society changed bad,still Iam in Ramayana times means values,love , unselfish,genine,etcfamily problems my wife went away staying her mother's house from last 3 yrs, finally I did not did any wrong but not adj with these people with Kaliyuga behavior, thanking u sir