Hi
I started doing prone masturbation at age 14 and now I am 20 and have been doing it for almost 6 years.
During first 4 years I didn't watch much porn. Recently I have been watching porn a lot ( even though I don't want to).
From past 10 months i have been experiencing low libido, decrease in spontaneous erection and erection hardness and no morning wood for 10 months.
Recently from 4 -5 months i have switched to normal masturbation but frequency is same 7 times a week .
And due to excess watching for porn i have started to get weird thoughts even though I don't want them because of porn and it's contents.
Now I think I am starting to look women like only for sexual purpose ( I know it's bad and i don't want to).
Due to this thinking I get anxiety and don't speak to anyone and don't get enough sleep.
My question is 1) can i recover from the effects of prone masturbation 2) Thoughts due to porn? 3) How long it might take. Age 20
I am suffering from redness and itching all around the scrotal sac and in legs also
And from past 4 days there is a problem in my penis forskin it's paining so much
Possible exposure 13 june 9pm
Ok here were events
I Started with Condom
It was semi erected when comdom was put and it was put by her only so I'm assuming there'll be no mistake as it's her daily work
I did not do in out, i was in entire time just small thrust forward and backward it was my first time so I think se held my penis with some muscel of her
My penis got little erected when it was inside her
I ejaculated inside her
When i was pulling out i felt something slipping from my penis
I was out in 3 seconds after i felt slip
What i observed was that my penis was dry, foreskin not pulled back, lips open or loose and drop of simen on it and condom wasn't on it it was inside her vargina
During entire thing i didn't feel any changes in sensations
Everything ended max 60 to 70 secs
Now tell me based on all this
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Both not detected
PME in less than 10 sec during sex but not in masturbation .I'm trying to control it but i cant so what should I do
Hii i am facing PME issue. Pls help me how i can recover from this. The shape of my penis is also looks like banana i.e. bend type. How i can resolve these issues.