I feel unmotivated, distracted, depressed. I feel like I cant do anything right. I cant find the motivation to do anything I want or need to do. I'm not motivated at work or just about anything. I feel repressed, trapped and helpless.
I swear I am not dumb, I have a BE hons degree in Electronics and MSc hons. in Chemistry from BITS Pilani. I work for Microsoft and I am not an idiot. But I feel like one. I dont like the job that I am doing. But I hardly ever like a 'job'. All I ever feel like doing is making origami, write stuff, make bullshit jokes and memes and paint things. None of those make money. It's been two years in my job almost and there is no hint of a promotion. My boss thinks I dont work 'hard' enough. Maybe I dont. I dont 'feel' like it. The only thing I 'feel' right now is helpless.
I am in treatment for depression with Welbutrin and the depression seems okay but it just further reveals the deeper cracks in the concrete - anxiety and what seems like textbook-ADHD.
My father is 60 year old and he is going through Anger problem, Some time unable to control on his anger and abuse continues in a mid night and Morning ,will it be curable if yes what specilist doctor do i need to visit
I had a seizure 7 years ago. Now i am 29 yrs. I have been on anti epileptic medicine (Levipil 500 mg) since my first attack in 2010. During medication i was totally seizure free. 2 months before, my doctor tapered down the medicine and stopped it. I was fine for 15 days after stopping medicine.
But after that i started feeling similar symptoms of having a seizure again. I consulted my doctor again. He is under the impression that what i faced is not a seizure symptom, but it is an anxiety disorder. He redirected me to a psychiatrist and psychiatrist also reported that i have anxiety disorder. Then i was given a medicine called Lonazep 0.25 mg twice a day. But this is not working and still i have same symptoms like tremors, tickling, unable to walk, etc.
Kindly let me know if what i am facing is really anxiety disorder or abortive seizure.
I am under lot of work pressure and i have a pessimistic trait by nature.
I am 19 year old boy last year my dad past away there are some sudden changes i have been thinking of in my behaviour at first i didnt realize it but later more changes came along,Inability to sleep or concentrate,Irrational, angry or fearful response to loved ones,withdrawal from social situations,and many more i am not sure about this but cant take the risk
My father has a misconception from last 25-30 year that he has facing some abnormal acrivies in his body like someone is pressing his shoulder, he choose to overthink about everything. While sleeping, someone is cursing him and then he awake thatsy he is not able to sleep properly causing the bad health of him and reluctant while talking to anybody. He is not able to concentrate on anything.
This problem we are facing from last two months and last month i have got health checkup of him in which his ECG reports is not depict sound. Consulted a cardio, he was telling that due to anxiety some prob is seen in ECG.
Another thing is my father dont prefer to take medicine as he feels that this is not a disease and it cant be diagnosed. We have got one psychologist in Alwar, who prescribed some sleeping pills and other medicine which i ll provide on demand.
Not sure how should i deal with the situation as my father dont take medicine rather he prefer to take ayurveda instead of allopathy