M not able to trust people. They change frequently. I feel lonely and depressed. Not able to concentrate on my studies. Lost focus and ability to manage and plan things. Just scared of my life and myself too. Everything seems to be an illusion. Just fake. Inferiority complex and getting distracted easily. Failing at everything though i know i am capable.
He used to beat me we were in a relationship since a year. I think i am in depression. I dont know what to do.
I suffered from OCD past year ago, which has been switched to Bipolar Disorder. I'm experiencing elevations in my mood. Unable to concentrate on studies. Motivation levels are fluctuating, No regulation in righteous thought flow. Agression has reached the top stage by creating problems in my routine life. Lusty thoughts are coping my mind. Suffering with restlessness in hands and legs. Mania is perciving at irregular intervals . I'm unable to find solution for my maniac Disorder. Sometimes I often feel like inattentive to various situations.
I am married for 4 months as of now , for the first 2 months we were too happy and enjoyed our life.
Now my husband feels that whatever I try to share or speak to him is not that worth and he says he gets headache .
He always shouts on me in high tone and ignores me. He wants me to be silent all the time .I am so disturbed by his actions that I feel somewhere this silence is killing me becoz of this I have started talking to myself silently . I feel that I am left alone in this world.
I am going psyched.
Fear in dog and germs
And I wash my hand in every time devour eat l wash half hour so i wll not eat a food