I've been making very very careless unintentional mistakes for quite a long time. My brain becomes blank. I have a very less span of attention to offer. I have always been tagged slow and lost. I dont feel normal. It is kind of hard to believe that I am being abused as a dumb stupid woman everyday. I know I am not dumb. It didnt matter in college much. I sometimes can't even do simple maths more when I am being watched or shouted at. Though sometimes I am intelligent if that makes sense.
It's been 8 years, my elder brother is not talking to anyone at home, he is in college. But he is not talking to us not eating with us. Living with himself in a room, dancing alone and listening t music. Must say that our childhood wasn't very normal, there were ups and downs downs. Before being like that , he was very jelaous of my relationships, he actually wanted me to not talk to anyone in high school. He was being violent toward me. He hates me so bad and he tries to hurt me! Help
Sometimes for no apparent reason I start feel like I am high on drugs, I get light headed, disorientated and my vision alters. I feel like I'm floating and can't focus on anything.
I want to recover from depression its been 2 years.
I just cry daily and daily.
As well my father I have been ocd since 5 years and now after my marriage I am worried that my child may be suffer from genes deases