I have lost all interest in any activity and have lost purpose for all goals i used to have passion for some time back. I suffer from severe anxiety for small issues and i fixate on minute things till they are over. I can't sleep or eat when I'm worried about something. I have self-harmed myself few times. I think about suicide hundreds of time during the day. Although I'm not suicidal, I understand these feelings are temporary and I do have reasons not to commit suicide. I have never tried it or thought about trying it. Just sometimes think it will be better if I could just kill myself to end the stress and anxiety. I am always worried, constantly. I hate being social, but I also feel lonely. I don't trust myself or any situation. I feel like I'm a failure and a disappointment.
I have a feeling of constant sadness. i feel stupid all the time. i keep crying for all the small reasons and i am constantly thinking of one thing or other. I feel like I am not able to control my thoughts. there is always something or the other running through my mind. I talk to my parents and brothers and I am afraid to talk to them as well. trying to explain them, i think they should not start thinking of me as stupid. I cannot communicate. i feel like not to talk to anyone and sleep all day. I can't shake off the thought from my head that i might be going mad and i am afraid to admit that to anyone. I am too afraid to reach out to a psychiatrist as I know I won't be able to talk to them as well.
I currently take 40mg of fluoxetine every day but I have a suspicion that I am bipolar. I go through cycles of good days and bad days, the good days I'm a ball of energy and the bad days I don't get out of bed. I haven't yet had a chance to talk to my psychiatrist about this, my appointment is in two weeks. If I am experiencing a good day, is it bad to take the prozac? Are there serious possible consequences? Thanks
I've just read some medical researchers saying that bhang/cannabis while taken as suppository that means, through anus is highly effective and is not found harmful for mind. I'm suffering from depression from last 3 years.I want experts opinions and suggestions over this.
Hi, I broke up with a girl recently (a week back). She used me for money and other personal needs and left me when she found a better option. We were together for like 1.5 years. She was my first love and I loved her like anything. Helped her n her family with everything possible. I cannot explain in words what I felt for her and did for her. Her family n my family knew about us and was discussing about our marriage. But now I know that she wasn't a good person and was a gold digger. But the breakup happened so fast (in like couple of days) that I didn't even got to prepare myself and didn't even got a proper closure from her. I have so much rage and frustration in me for trusting such a pathetic person which I cannot let out. I cannot concentrate on my daily work. I know it is useless to cry for such a person, in fact I should be happy about it but I just can't forget the betrayal she n her gold digger family did to me. Please suggest me something to fix myself.