Im housewife and have 7yr old daughter.feel like only monetary contribution will be regarded in this society helping hand never be appreciate .now I regret every decision i took in life. life was given so many oportunity I only took wrong decision.feels like what is the purpose of life. I always been introvert since childhood.i enjoy being alone. Feels like destiny never been my side.
My life is limited only to cooking cleaning .I lost interest in everything .
While visiting a hospital for my wife's vaccination I have seen that nurse has taken cotton with spirit but she said that this is wrong injection so I went for changing it and after coming I have seen that she used the cotton she kept on table for rubbing skin and needle wipe . But now I doubt may be the cotton was used . Does this is my OCD doubt or risk for HIV infection?
I have been suffering from the panic disorder since 20 yrs. Every year it is increased. I consulted doc 8 yrs back. Doc gave me provonal forte when anxiety is increased and told to take when emergency. But due to my severe panic disorder and tension even small issues and I have been taking these citas forte 2 tablets and provonal tablets 2 tablets daily. Even small issues felt like huge shock for me and that time I take 2 citas forte and 2 provonal forte even when I take this medicines my symptoms cannot be improved. I call everyone in my family and they give me water and cool me. What medicine should I need at this situation . I even had aagarophobia. I can't even go to out side without my family. How can do job. Now I am 30 yrs old. I want to do job and settle.
-overthinking to the point my head hurts
-unsustainable eating and sleeping patterns
-headache creeping up from my spine
-I hate the college I am in right now. I hate that I messed up the first time. I hate that I am still not giving my best, even in the last month
-self-sabotage, preparing for an exam for the second time after failing miserably, and still not giving my best, even though I want to so badly
-Friends say I zone out and forget things a lot
-Relationship with friends and family, highly critical, erratic, imagining arguments with them and crying
-Feeling like nothing is going my way, feeling very unlucky after unlucky coincidences
-hiding things from my parents
-body image issues, self-esteem issues, lack of self-confidence for the past 7 years
Hi I suffer from attention problems like when I turn my attention inwards my I get lost in thinking and fantasies and this used to happen when my brain is idle .
The moment I turn attention inwards i have strong imagination and emotions.
I feel this during walking ,while bathing and I don't observe surrounding environment.
I have lot of curiousity and get overexcitement which makes me tired .
I am perfectionist and huge procrastinator.
Its like I am stuck in thinking and less or doing and I love doing gym and brisk walking h it regulates mh mood and male me calm .
I know the best way to deactivate inner turbulence is to focus on the outside world.
I dont know whether it is adhd or simply hsp .
Because I have huge self awareness and I am mindful or introspective .
I enjoy deep thinking as well .I have sensitive to rejection and hurt and stress easily and I run behind novelty like within the same domain is this adhd or emotional dysregulation as I have maladaptive daydreaming in the past