I turned 34 this year, I was diagnosed with thyroid and PCOS few years back. I was on medication for both since 2018 but it wasn't continuation. So the PCOS is almost ok now but thyroid relapsed everytime whenever I am more stressed.
Now I am facing problems like severe depression and anxiety. I used to had panic breathing attacks than doctor prescribed sleeping pills at that time. Later, that issue was ok but now since past 4 years I am facing problems like seeing black holes even when everyone in the family around me. And now since the beginning of 2024 I feel like my mind is completely blank sometimes, I am keep on watching watching stuff dramas, videos, etc.
Somewhere in my mind I know that what I need to do get back my old weight and set my career but I am not able to do that.
Yes, I have gained lots of weight but loose a little and I am still overweight, I have no job since past 4 years. Last year I found one in an another city but I couldn't keep it and back to home, since then
I am currently taking pregabalin 75mg given for
PTSD, I am very sensitive to it and struggling to quit it. Haven't started the process, long back tried tapering but started taking full dose. I am getting withdrawal like symptoms if I eat certain antioxidant rich foods like turmeric, garlic, amla, etc. This happens even if I try to apply herbal hair oil even rosemary. I doubt there might be some relation with underlying genetic issue that I already have. "Not sure whom should I visit first psychiatrist or neurologist" I will visit you in person. History: rarely occurring “hemiplegic migraine, involuntary neck & foot twist while walking(dystonia?) happens based on health. MRI normal & one side mild occipital lobe gliosis told but eye tests normal. Whole exome sequencing found nothing. Now my birthmark tingles found it’s(cafe au lait). I want improve my memory issues too. Long back PTSD cause head pressure feel resolves with ssri & benzo.
I have a really intense fear of the sound of fireworks and thunderstorms. Whenever I hear sudden loud sounds like thunder or fireworks. it feels like my whole body gets a shock. I start sweating a lot, and my heart beats really fast. I check the weather frequently and I can't focus on anything when I know a thunderstorm is coming. Sometimes, it gets so bad that I have suicidal thoughts. I've had this problem since I was a child.
Dealing with this problem is really tough. I'm 24, and it's causing me a lot of trouble in my day-to-day life. I just wish there was a cure, but unfortunately, there doesn't seem to be one. If there was a medicine that could make me unconscious or fearless for 2-3 hours, it would be a huge relief. Otherwise, I might have to consider drastic measures like making myself deaf to cope with it. Please help.
Um so I've been facing very unusual symptoms and these symptoms feel like a burden to me . I don't feel happy and this causes mein intense anxiety. Also I'm not able to sleep peacefully from last 1 month which has lead me to insomnia kinda situation and a severe loss of appetite. All I feel is thirsty the whole day . Because of which I'm losing weight and I'm scared of my health .Also I'm not finding interest in what I love doing and getting bored easily.i feel suffocated easily after a short period of work and feels like someone has placed a heavy rock on my chest. There's one more thing that I'm feeling bloated and lazy the whole day ... I really really want you to help me out with my problem because this is causing me anxiety and depression kinda feeling and I'm not liking it
It is true that coming off mirtazapine is easier than amitriptyline. I am confused that either I start with fluoexetine with amitriptyline or mirtazapine for sleep help. Suffering from anxiety and depression since 10-12 years.
