I've been dealing with toxic environment around me since I was like — 5. Be it school, coaching or even at times home. Not that my parents don't love me, but the opinion clashes and all. I can feel it in me that have a lot of potential but Idk how to make the most out of it. I feel scared, of everything. I feel hopeless and even suicidal at times but the pain that could come up scares me again. I keep finding ways to distract myself from the things that matter like reels or anything but I won't enjoy that too completely. Idk what to do.
I think a lot on anything. Literally on anything. There are lots of bad thoughts in my mind. Before doing anything I think it will be wrong and I always think about the worst case which can happen. I do panic and tention on very small things and those things which can never happen. Even I know the worst case will never happen, I can not stop myself from thinking about that. I am in great trouble, please help me by giving me suggestions what to do. I have ruined my work life balance and study for this, even I have ruined relationships with my family and friends for this bad habit.
Back side headache Feel chest pain I am on psychiatrist medicine then also I get bad dreams at night I can't sleep properly negative thinking worst body when I wake in morning.. People heavy I am sacred is it something wrong in mine head feel heavy please help me out
2 months before I was admitted in hospital for alcohol dependence syndrome, there they gave zoldy 10 mg disulphiram 250 mg, online fort 10 mg, after two weeks of medication I smoked cigerette, i had full body jerks three times while standing ,I got fear on that time that continues, I visited doctor ,he said this ll be medicine reaction don't worry, so stopped the medication,but tha fearfully thoughts didn't go away from me, so I consulted other phsychiatrist doctor he told you have anxiety you have taken anxiety medication setraline 25 mg for anxiet ,quitipin 25 for sleep... I have fear so I consulted another doctor he suggested also you have anxiety you have taken fluoxetine 20 mg and qutipin 25 mg, I'm confused now which medication I can start
From childhood, I have lifelong difficulties that go beyond ADHD. When I listen to someone speaking, even carefully, I cannot process or understand — it feels like hearing a foreign language. Same with reading — I read but meaning does not reach inside. I cannot form mental images or visualize what is being explained. I cannot connect pieces of information together. These problems have persisted since childhood and affect every area of my life. A comprehensive assessment is required — this is more about comprehension and processing than attention alone. Despite working hard, I am not able to survive or cope. Life is becoming harder as I am growing. Depression because of this reason. Any doctor who understand this more than prescribing only medication.
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