I've stopped socializing lately deleted all my social accounts, talking to people seems like chores , i have trouble replying to people let alone meet them n make plans with them , mood swings, i suddenly cry for no reason, excessive negative thinking, very low concentration, lost interest in activities that i liked. Low self esteem.
I've been having a lot of temper issues and mood swings since the past 2-3 months. I was diagnosed with psychosis and depression previously and was on meds which I stopped.
I feel alone and exhausted. I cry all the time. And the only thing I think will help is if I kill myself because that seems like the only way to stop this suffering.
I have anxiety related issues cant go for deep sleep cant function well constant fear and uncontrolled thoughts
I have been on 10 mg citalopram and am 24. I want to be able to socialize with friends and have a few drinks. Could this kill me? How dangerous is this?