I was not allowed to play holi by my parents since childhood because I am girl but I wanted to play with colours see how it feels . After a certain age I used to watch couple play holi through window and masterbate by taking feeling how husband is applying colour to wife.
After marriage I played holi with my in laws and husband . I felt so pleasurable specially with husband with those vibrant pakke colours chasing each other. Pleasure when husband applied to me and satisfaction when I applied to him. Both were drenched it was so arousing that we had a moment after celebration.
I loved my after holi look all drenched my arms were green and pink my white saree turned purple I felt so arousing. I liked to see colours on husband.
Yesterday was a haldi function, I played with haldi with my in laws and husband that to feels good .
Is it normal to love playing with colours so much ? Is it addiction?
I have anxiety problems...
Y when I take alcohol drink near about 8 to 9 pm 120 ml...
After drinking m going to sleep but sudden my sleep awake near about 3:00 am to 4:00 am my heart beat so fast ...just like my heart beat outside my heart..
But day time take alcohol noothing heart beat fast ...
Why only night time happen this ...
I was prescribed stablon by a psychiatrist i want to stop taking it now i have only taken it for two days
Can i just stop it or what should i do
A few months back I got to know about something which affected my mental state and me deeply. Now I'm unable to get out of that situation, I'm getting aggressive day by day I never used to behave like this, but nowadays I'm unable to control my anger and unable to cope with the situation. I often choose violence to control my anger or show my emotions. I feel extremely guilty for it as it hurts the other person. I want to forgive that person or leave but I'm unable to do both. It's affecting both people's mental state. I feel extreme anxiety, continuously overthink about the situations, imagining things and it keeps getting worse and sometimes I feel like I am unable to breathe too
Do I need therapy? Can it get resolved?
Is zapiz .25 , stalopam 5 in morning and zolfeeah at night good for anxiety and sleep disorders in 46 years male
