I'm mentally disturbed a lot... I have married before 5 years bcoz of a major prob in my family life sometimes my mind starts to think to marry my friend.. Actually my husband s good in caring me.. bcoz of situations watever my husband did it turns wrong.. I want to lead a happy life wit my husband... at d same time i can't lose my friend... both r important in my life... how to forget my imagination..
From here about 1 month or more and since from long time I have a habit of thinking unusual and more sometimes my fellings are so worst that if I see an open wire I think to touch ,if I am riding bike I think to accident ,I thinks to cut my veins but didn't have that much guds to do it I use to feel bored from each and every one I don't trust anyone if one is doing right then in mind I use to think that there must be something that he is doing and all that silly things and a huge more
I have been having a sleepiness all the day but when I sleep I don't go to sleep that leads me constant headache
I am 26yr old male
I personally feel dull lazy inactive and have lost interest in things I usually liked to do.
I feel like I am having serious self esteem issues which has prevented me from socializing with others. It may be due to various factors like being obese and still being unproductive hair loss lack of job that i desired the most and unable to be in a position where my peers and college friends are today successful.due to the financial crisis in family unable to convey them .
I have turned towards smoking and canabis due to problems in my past, as a result of which i have year back in college .
Unable to concentrate much.
I keep listening music.
Get angry very quickly. Have broken minor things in past
Dont know what to do .