I want to kill my sexual desire
Dear doctor, I am 38 years old. I have been crying for last couple of years to kill my lust. Maximum I hold it for two or three months and after that my desire will start. So I intercource with my wife. After that I will cry for some days. The same thing is continuing for last few years. . The reason is, because I just don't like her her behaviour. She just behaves like a prostitute. I can't go for Divorce also as I am very emotional about my kids. Now a days my pain is becoming more and more and whole night I am thinking how to kill it or supress it. But still I am not able to control it for more than two or three months. Don't suggest me to go to psychiatrist.But kindly understand my issue and suggest me. I don't know the exact words to express my pain. I am not sleeping at nights and thinking the same. I am looking for any method , surgery or medicine to kill my lust. I heard about electrocution but afraid to go for that. If there is any medicine to kill it, please tell me.