Every morning, when I’m still half asleep, I start feeling like nothing good is ever going to happen in my life. I feel like I’ll stay stuck like this forever, just waiting for things to change. It feels as if everything in my life is wrong and nothing is in my favor. Then I begin to feel extremely anxious and restless. I desperately feel like I need to talk to someone who can make this feeling go away. It becomes so overwhelming that it feels like my life is slipping away. I experience this almost every morning.
My life does feel stuck right now, but it’s this feeling that scares me the most. I’ve even started being
afraid of going to sleep at night because I’m scared I’ll wake up feeling the same way again.
I was having schizophrenia suspicioisness
From 20years medication was not working
So what I did is I don't know what somone thinks
So schizophrenia automatically went away...
I am ok now
I'm facing memory issues since 2 months my close friend noticed it as its like I forget the entire part of conversation mostly and don't even remember it, idk how much memo is vanished, I'm having hairloss, headache and anxiety,I was addicted to alcohol and smoking since I ended I am not able to sleep the entire night and I'm being aggressive most of the time I was assaulted by my family member,now my entire night was spend over thinking about it and bursting out cause I can't tell my parents or any family members about this and my past haunts me everyday no matter what,i don't feel like going out , I don't have frnds because they just don't like my behaviour mostly and also I have no one to explain so please if u can help me i request ,cause after receiving comp. in my 12th board my entire family behaviour changed towards me i sometimes get sucide thought,i once even tried to jump off my terrace , please help me get through this it's 3 am while I'm writing this and I'm still not ok.
I sleep at 12-1am and have to get up for work at 6am. I sleep again in the afternoon from 4-7pm. It becomes very difficult to get up in the morning bcz of which I don't go to work most of the times.
Im suffering from insomnia and migraine issue since 4 days now due to the suspension from my newly found job in school as a teacher due to disputes of coworkers who were jealous of my growth and because they brainwashed the head person of the school for my removal after some heated arguments and debates also misunderstandings i got so much panic attacks and migraine pain too by this sudden loss of only 21 days at work. And they didnt even pay me salary properly also at home my parents and family members started pointing on me that its all my fault rather than being supportive and empathetic. They misbehaved by scolding me and lashing out at me badly.Im so depressed and its affecting my physical health too. Because no one understands me at all and no ones ready to help me. 😪
