I would like to have a conversation with a doctor who actually has knowledge about CHS because i feel im going through the symptoms since a month now and need help.
I used to consume 2 joints a day, i decided to reduce to 1 joint a month ago, and ive stopped since today because its nit getting any better.
very confused between withdrawal and CHS.
A sick 3-week-old orphaned kitten wandered into my home. I have severe OCD, but my empathy overrode it. I bonded deeply—cleaning his vomit, helping him poop, and keeping his crashing body warm. I earn well and was ready to fully fund his care.
While I was working, my mother secretly took him and had someone dump him outside. She is a harsh person who does performative religious fasts but showed zero empathy. She is now happily gossiping, acting like nothing happened.
I feel like my baby was stolen. I’m suffering severe "ambiguous loss" not knowing his fate. Friends call me "too sensitive," leaving me isolated. My biggest struggle is boiling, uncontrollable rage toward my mother. I’ve lost all love for her. I actually cut up her expensive sarees yesterday just to force a consequence. The urge to retaliate more is overwhelming.
Questions:
How do I process this trauma living with her?
How do I stop this destructive rage?
How do I calm my fight-or-flight panic?
I'm pretty much fed up with my life.
Nothing is going as per my plan
And No one is understanding me.
I am 35 weeks pregnant and had nitrobact 100 for 7 days unnecessarily for just urine sample contamination and now I am feeling guilty about having it unnecessarily without doing any urine culture or re test. Now I am so worried that it can harm my baby or can have bacteria antibiotics resistant
I am 34 weeks pregnant and recently in my urine test there came protein positive and 4-6 pus cell and I fear that result came due to contamination because I don't have any symptoms of uti and the specimen collector also told me to keep that sample uncapped and by looking the report itself doctor recommended me Nitrobact 100 for 7 days and I took 7 days of antibiotics without doing repeat urine test. So now I am feeling guilty and having anxiety because of thinking about unnecessary antibiotics causing bacteria resistant and harming my baby in anyway.