Regarding my stress and anxiety.

Hi, I feel too stress day by day. Mentally and physically I became too weak. Always a single thought for suicidal. Only one thing always in my that not to live hated my life. I couldn't come out of tis. Who ever I believe in my life they left me and went. I became lonely may b coz of tis u hated my life. Even I couldn't sleep for a deep sleep. When ever I think i need a person to share my feelings at tat time tat person wont b wit me. The person whom I loved him more than my life. Even he also not understanding my feelings. Always fight between us. He knows about me if he z not there I wont b. But even though he z not wit me when ever I need. U faced many problems in my life even at tat time also I had not became mentally weak, but now I m totally mentally weak. Always I feel to die, no need to live anymore. Day by day I m hurting myself. How ever I try to come out of tis but I couldn't. Plz can u give me a solution.