Recurring Devastating thoughts. Proceed.

I am so sorry for the tough time you must be going through. It seems your faith in God is one of your support system. I know it’s not easy to let go what is not in our control but what you can actually focus on is finding silver lining in situation, something positive even if it is little.

Please contact mental health therapist or psychologist. You can email me mire details so we can maintain confidentiality.

Hi, Fearing Punishment from God indicates Guilt feelings. You may have been thinking a lot about your past (mistakes) situations. Can lead to Sadness, Worrying. Can consume a lot energy and make you feel fatigued. Therapy will help you.

Learn to forgive yourself and others (First Yourself) Learn new skills (Cooking, Gardening, Caring for Pets, Yoga class) Talk about this with limited and trusted people. Don't hesitate to contact for help

Take Care and Don't Give up..

Harmonal changes might play major role in your mood. Guilt feeling for your past mistakes. Accept and forgive yourself. Say good words to you then you say good words towards god. Give some space for your care. Take care of you. Self care exercises will help you to deal with your problem.

Hello hormonal changes and guilt about your past mistakes or situation can cause these thoughts. Try to forgive yourself. See your good deeds, say good things about yourself. Try to engage youraelf in the activities which gives you happiness.

I think the thoughts in you could be due to some disbelief - maybe about yourself or about some people or some events or situation.. I also see lack of self esteem as one of the causes for your thought process.. It would be better, if you could talk to a therapist and understand yourself better... For more details and clarity you can connect with me through this app... https://prac.to/hema-sampath-psychologist-dir

I understand your predicament and would like to make a few suggestions that might help you. I want you to know that with awareness of how the mind works and how thoughts are generated, you will get better at dealing with them and thereby overcome the challenges you are facing right now. I want you to know that you are capable of doing this and will successfully deal with them. Kindly read what follows : Understanding the nature of the mind and how thoughts are generated will help you deal with them. Today the mind is fixated on something. Tomorrow it might be on another topic/event/person. The nature of the Mind, which in simple terms we experience as thoughts, is such that, it will keep shifting its focus from one object/topic/event to another. Ii always needs something to hold on to. Another important characteristic of the Mind is this - You will either have thoughts about the past or the future. This will keep alternating. Try thinking about the present moment - you will see that the Mind and 'Now' can never coexist. The Mind has 3 states in general. Sometimes, you may find yourself having very positive, inspiring thoughts. During other times, you may find yourself very emotional, or all charged for action. Whereas during other times, you may feel very lethargic, dull or lazy. These states will keep alternating. Having understood the nature of the mind, the first step towards mental health is to become aware of your thoughts. Learning to be an observer of your thoughts, learning to observe them from a distance like clouds passing in the sky. The next step is knowing that you have the power to choose which thought you wish to focus on and act on and exercising that power. With practice, you will have better mastery over this process. Having negative thoughts is something that plagues everybody from time to time. Trust me, even if everything was perfect, you will still find some shortcomings somewhere and brood about it. Tension or anxiety is a physiological response which is again part of being human. It is normal to have such thoughts about any situation. As mentioned above, with practice, you will learn to focus and entertain only those thoughts are healthy enough to be acted upon. Whenever you feel overwhelmed by thoughts, just bring your focus back to your breath and take a few relaxing breaths. You will automatically be able to focus on the task at hand and do what is required. Whatever you feed your mind through your sense organs will be replayed to you as thoughts. Be conscious of this. Take care of the content you feed your mind - the kind of books you read, the websites you visit, the kind of music you listen to, the kind of food you eat, the kind of company you keep ( "You are an average of five people you spend most of your time with" ) Ask yourself : Where would I like to see myself ten years from now? What should I do today to reach there ten years from now? What would I do if I knew I wouldn't fail? What would I do if I weren't afraid? No matter how impossible the answers might seem, I want you to know that you can and will make them possible. Take the first step. The rest will follow. A beautiful future awaits you. Take ownership of every time, take responsibility for it and confidently work towards your dreams and aspirations. One day you will thank these dark moments for being the fuel for your success. Please set aside time for exercise daily and make sure you eat healthy every time. Our challenges that seem to threaten our very existence are the ones that serve as fuel for our evolution. Have faith in yourself. You are capable of dealing with this. You are going to do just fine. Take care.